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Sunday we went to the beach for sunset. Romantic but exposed. Not able to hold your hand in public because of your job. Finally silver sands. You fell off the bench at the end. It made me proud.
I woke Monday with your name on my lips. Confused from a dream on the beach. Or snuggled into your arms. Next to Sir. I was not sure how to feel. Things have shifted. Yes they have. I aknowledge and move into the day. The world has tilted but things remain the same on the surface.
And Tuesday. I cried. And you got a traffic ticket. I called you on the phone because you sounded scared. First time. How can my kids not know. I love you so much it scares me. It hurts and it warms my world. And it is so amazing that this exists this can exist.
I woke Monday with your name on my lips. Confused from a dream on the beach. Or snuggled into your arms. Next to Sir. I was not sure how to feel. Things have shifted. Yes they have. I aknowledge and move into the day. The world has tilted but things remain the same on the surface.
And Tuesday. I cried. And you got a traffic ticket. I called you on the phone because you sounded scared. First time. How can my kids not know. I love you so much it scares me. It hurts and it warms my world. And it is so amazing that this exists this can exist.