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so something really good happens to me, and for the past week i walk in to class at school and everyone noticed that i was always smiling.
for once, i got what i wanted. and i was reallllly happy.
yea. fuck that.
as soon as i get happy...it all goes away.
its like someone handed me what i wanted, i had it for a week, and they took it right back out of my hands.
this is the worst fucking day of my life and i doubt ill be able to keep myself from crying all week.
now would be the time to give me a hug. cuz i need one. =(
oh yeah. and i apologize ahead of time because i'm going to be all emo atleast for the rest of this week. emo emo emo emo fucking emo.
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i saw this on alex's profile.and i had to put it somewhere...
"you have no idea how much pain you have felt until you look in to the eyes of the one you love and see nothing"
that makes me want to cry.
and so does the song whiskey lullaby.
for once, i got what i wanted. and i was reallllly happy.
yea. fuck that.
as soon as i get happy...it all goes away.
its like someone handed me what i wanted, i had it for a week, and they took it right back out of my hands.
this is the worst fucking day of my life and i doubt ill be able to keep myself from crying all week.
now would be the time to give me a hug. cuz i need one. =(
oh yeah. and i apologize ahead of time because i'm going to be all emo atleast for the rest of this week. emo emo emo emo fucking emo.
[edit]
i saw this on alex's profile.and i had to put it somewhere...
"you have no idea how much pain you have felt until you look in to the eyes of the one you love and see nothing"
that makes me want to cry.
and so does the song whiskey lullaby.