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Ok I still feel like crap. This is how bad life is sucking right now: Ive been reading for what seems like two days straight trying to get this paper done. I called up work and told them I wouldnt be able to come in. And guess what? Im fired. I cant say Im sorry because I was going to quit anyways but I feel like such a jerk. I really didnt mean for this to happen. And I tried really hard to get this paper done. But sometimes you cant do it. You can try as hard as you want, work for hours on end, and still not be able to please every aspect of your life. It was either AP English or The Fudgery and seriously there was no decision. It doesnt change the fact that I feel horrible and worthless and caddy. It doesnt change the fact that Im going to have people hating me when I go in there tomorrow to get my check. And glaring at me making me feel worse. Sometimes I feel like dropping into a hole like the Invisible Man and burning all the papers around me. Including this one.
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Ok I still feel like crap. This is how bad life is sucking right now: Ive been reading for what seems like two days straight trying to get this paper done. I called up work and told them I wouldnt be able to come in. And guess what? Im fired. I cant say Im sorry because I was going to quit anyways but I feel like such a jerk. I really didnt mean for this to happen. And I tried really hard to get this paper done. But sometimes you cant do it. You can try as hard as you want, work for hours on end, and still not be able to please every aspect of your life. It was either AP English or The Fudgery and seriously there was no decision. It doesnt change the fact that I feel horrible and worthless and caddy. It doesnt change the fact that Im going to have people hating me when I go in there tomorrow to get my check. And glaring at me making me feel worse. Sometimes I feel like dropping into a hole like the Invisible Man and burning all the papers around me. Including this one.