Personality Crisis?
For some really weird reason, I feel uncertain with my life. I feel like all I do is consume and produce nothing. I have been realizing also - that I am a very bad procrastinator. My life consists a lot of the same things day by day, and I hate it but I can't seem to get of of the old routine. My emotions and feelings towards things have been changing - I feel pissed of yet restless now as opposed to being sad and depressed. A few entries back I wrote about how crazy I thought it was that human emotion can fluxiate so rapidly. All of the good is in no comparison close to the negative but, the good sticks out so much more. I want to make my life filled with positive emotion and little frustration. I can't tell if it is me overreacting that times are changing or if things really are getting bad.
I don't know, none of this probably makes since. I just felt compelled to try to project what I have been thinking about a lot lately. If I seem distant, it's nothing personal. It's just what I'm going through.
On a better note, I'm almost halfway done with 1984 ( I haven't been reading as much as I want but, hey it's better than nothing!)
I'm about to go to Woodland's with my mom.
7 Months on Thursday.
I don't know, none of this probably makes since. I just felt compelled to try to project what I have been thinking about a lot lately. If I seem distant, it's nothing personal. It's just what I'm going through.
On a better note, I'm almost halfway done with 1984 ( I haven't been reading as much as I want but, hey it's better than nothing!)
I'm about to go to Woodland's with my mom.
7 Months on Thursday.