Aug 17, 2010 11:02
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.
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Waited til today to best em out all at once :) lol.
25: Um, I don't smoke, do drugs, commute or live in the ghetto? I don't really get this question, but I have a pretty low-risk life in general..
26: I have never thought this. I don't get people who EVER think this, especially in the states...I'm not a quitter and the last thing I ever want to considered is pathetic.
27: College is the best thing for me right now. Aside from all the jumbles, I am enjoying the experience and having something to do.
28: Take care of business :P
29: I hope I can be a normal productive and not incredibly lazy person in the future. I am the worst procrastinator alive.
30: Nope, no self-praising letter :) I do find myself better than average awesome :) lol, but that's all the gloating I'll do today :P
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In other news,
School has been okay. I am ready for this quarter to be over and to be able to enjoy the 15 days between quarters....though I have to catch up on some paintings for someone during that time.
I enjoyed Psych, I hated both my ENG classes and PLS was kind of uneventful-- my first online class and all. i write a paper like, every frickin day...I'm tired :P I'd rather be stressing over a project than writing papers :(
I'm starting to get worried about the concept of what to do if i don't get accepted into DAAP next year. I think we can start applying in September or something...maybe January, but either way, what happens if I don't get in, ya know? Do I wait another year and possibly not make it in again? Probably not. I have screwed my Int design for transferable classes and I'm hideously far away from any other degree at Sinclair. I do have the option of trying for IND design at OSU, but that would be crazy considering Jake works in Cincy. If i don't make it in this time, I might just have Jake finish out his grad school stuff and then we move to Seattle and I go to school out there :P I could maybe finagle an associates at Sinclair while he's doing his master's stuff...so i might be able to work when we get out there at least. I'm completely banking on my portfolio at this point....that's gonna be my ticket as opposed to the prestigious degree if i can't get it at UC...
That's life, right? :P
I'm staring a new exercise regiment-- hopefully it works. the bike has become depressing. i had been biking 1000 calories a day, which is around 36-40 miles a day on the bike... thinking i would be getting into shape :P lol. My legs did get stronger and i did lose a little bit of weight, but I was still really winded going up a few flights of stairs at Sinclair. It is good cardio, but it doesn't build a lot of stamina or increase fitness too much. That seems like a waste of time to me. i can be losing weight and getting in shape doing something else instead of sitting on that bike for 2 hours a day...I hate recumbents anyways :P
Still trying to sell the house, still without a second car. day-to-day is pretty much the same and uneventful :) I like the down time when I get it.
Danielle starts 2nd grade in a week. Time really does fly...2 years til her first proficiency test and crap like that. It makes me feel a little old when i remember doing stuff that she's doing :) lol. Like when i could clearly remember my first choir solo in first grade... and she got one too.... I was like "mini-me!" but it's weird when we share experiences like that...I dunno , it's hard to explain. :)
Anyways. i have yet another paper to write, so i guess i better get to it...