Mar 02, 2002 04:21
Geez what a weird couple of days. I have been so depressed...well at least I was. Thats why I haven't been hanging out with you all. I hate being like that so I didn't want you all to see me in that state. But I'm all better now thanks to Joel, Ashie, and Jerry! Thanks soooo much for putting up with my crap and being there for me! You guys are awesome!
So yeah now I finally feel like I have a boyfriend. It is soooo wonderful. Ty TY and I hung out at his place and watched Shrek...funny funny movie. I have seen it a million times and still laugh through out the whole thing. "shine your shoes, wipe your....face" lol.. and of course the famous "do you know the muffin man?" I love It!!!
So yeah don't you just hate it when you say something to someone and they totally take you serious on it and even when you try to explain that you didn't mean it in the way they thought you still feel like they don't totally forgive you! I know I do. It's weird how you can say something one day and it is totally no looked into and then you say something the next and it could almost ruin a relationship. I'm sorry I said that and I think you just totally misunderstood me! Well I know you say you are over it but I don't know for sure that you are!
Well it feels great to be back to normal natalie...no more pessimistic me..at least not for awhile! I hope...but you never can tell! Life is great..live it to the fullest and you will have no regrets!!
I love you all and I still can't wait until the summer...no I must go and take care of some important business...
natty