Nov 13, 2006 23:41
this is my friggin senior year- why am i takin all these pointless hard classes? its not gonna get me anywhere, and im failing miserably in LITERALLY half of them... plus im just gonna get lazy 2nd semester and do even worse... its so retarded
had my Yale interview today... after an hour of talking and the guy asking me tons of questions he concludes it with something like "u know, honestly, this interview has absolutely no impact on ur admission. there have been so many times when id recommend a kid and he gets rejected, or i wont recommend a kid and he gets accepted anyway, and i dont get any feedback from the admissions ppl so it really all depends on them and wut they're lookin for"... its like, thanks for wasting an hour of my life! if this has no impact whatsoever, then why do u ppl even bother interviewing me?!?...then i had the pleasure of fighting traffic all the way up and down broward blvd during rush hour to get to the salvation army to pick up the crap for the Angel Tree mtg tom... ill probly end up doin all the work 4 that by myself too
college in general is sooo annoying... applying anyway (but u ppl all know this of course)- all this effort to go to a school for 4 years, and then we get to do it all over again for grad school?? i dont think so! im gonna join hasib on the streets and become a bum- much easier... or help denise and katerina run their strip club... either way i may be better off cuz this just doesnt seem worth it right now... and the agonizing WAITING! does it seriously take 4 months to read a couple sheets of paper and decide whether im good enough for ur snooty school? u shouldve seen the look on the Yale guy's face when i mentioned other schools im applying to! like boston college or stonehill or possibly university of illinois (which are match and/or safety schools for me)- its like he was disgusted just at the mere thot of those schools... do i really wanna become one of those ppl? to look down on others becuz of where they were educated? in the broad scheme of things, does it really matter at all? hell no! but im being hypocritical, cuz i know if i get into any of those "Poison Vine" schools, id probly go running after them like a stupid child chasing the icecream man down the street... so it goes.
complaining to no one in particular is a wonderful waste of time and energy, yet somehow satisfying in the short run =)
"who knows where the road will lead us?... only a fool can say"