my sassy girl

Oct 28, 2010 15:01

My sassy girl-- лучшая романтическая комедия.
И вот почему:
Dear Charlie,

xxxx

I was very close to my fiance’s mother. I tried to go to see her a little after he died. She said she had a great guy she wanted to introduced to me - i couldn’t bear the thought of it.

and then I met you…

You remembered me of him, strong and kind, confident… in your own way. You even look like him.He and I met in the subway platform just like you and I met. Like you, he carried a handkerchief. I was very sick at that time and he take good care of me, like you did. As you and I got to know each other, I felt the clog begins to lift a little bit. I thought it was the similarities between you and him, and so, i decided that you and i would do everything he and I does; that way, it would almost like he never die and the pain would stop.

Because on our 33rd day together, he bought me a rose, and i ask you to do the same. Because he and I planned our future under this tree, I chose it for you and I as well. Because he and I had a favorite restaurant, i brought you there. Because he died in the ocean, I pushed you to go in and then saved you.

All of those was crazy and selfish and wrong, I know, But grief can make us crazy. anyway, it didn’t work and at certain point i realized i didn’t like you because of him, I liked you because I like you. And every time I started to be happy, I would stop my self. It felt wrong to be happy; it felt wrong to let go to just forget about him even for just a minute. It felt I was betraying him. All i can do was hurt you, and that’s not me Charlie, that’s not me at all. And someday I hope I can show you as much.

Something has to be done. In order for us to have a chance in the future, I have to make a break with the past and for this i needed time.I hope I feel we’re not apart, and sit with you while reading this. But if im not, its not because I don’t love you, because I do. Its not because I don’t miss you, because I miss you already. It just mean that I’m not better and the story isn’t over yet.

Will you wait for me Charlie? With all my heart I hope you can.

Love Jordan

Dear Jordan,

this is the story of the first and last time I ever fell in love at the beautiful, complicated, fascinating woman who inhabits my soul. I’m pretty sure you’re going to leave me tomorrow, so, I better say this while I have the chance.

Whether we are together or apart, you will always be the woman of my Life. The only man I will ever envy is the man who won your heart. And now, I will always believe that it would be my destiny to be that man.

If we never see each other again… you’re walking one day and you filla certain presence beside you, that would be me, loving you, wherever I am.

кино, диалоги, люблю

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