When Love hits us [3]
Title : When Love hits us [3]
Pairings :WonKyu, slight!Eunhae, Slight ! HanChul , abit of teukie too, and Max Changmin of course
Genre : Friendship,Romance , a little angst as a progress
Rating : Pg-13 for now
Word Count : 2536
Summary : How come love always leaves us when you think you've found it ? That's Kyuhyuns life story until he meets a certain
someone
A/N: It's not beta'd sorry for the late update, Hope you enjoy !
"Hyung can you tell me about Kyuhyun's past?"
"Why, do you wanna know all of a sudden" Leeteuk asked surprised.
"Um, last night we were having dinner when i started talking about my parents, Then when i asked him to talk about his,He just stood up and left without a word"Siwon said
"You don't know now do you ?" Leeteuk said more of a statement
"Um .. no?" Siwon supplied
"Kyuhyun was 14 when his parents and sister died,"Leeteuk said in a hushed tone "They were on a sailing expedition when their boat sunk, Kyuhyun and his sister, were able to cling onto a piece of wreckage,but his parents weren't as lucky,"
"So what happened to his sister?"Siwon asked
"After about a day being flung about in the sea his sister made him promise her something,that we don't know of before she let go , From what i know Kyuhyun spent another 3 day in the ocean before the coast guards picked him up."Leeteuk said
Siwon glanced at Kyuhyun who was talking to Heechul and HanGeng at the opposite end of the table.Kyuhyun looked happy and carefree,but Siwon knew otherwise
"Kyuhyun cried continuesly for weeks after that, Changmin and Donghae were worried about him and pushed him on to date,So Kyuhyun started dating, but so far all his Lovers have been letdowns , his latest heartbreak was Hyukjae,better known as
Eunhyuk "
Siwon raised an eyebrow surprised at the fact.
"After he and Eunhyuk broke up,Kyuhyun became really cold and Distant, he scowled even more than usual,But Siwon remember, Kyuhyun was never like that, he used to be all smiles and laughs." Leeteuk continued
"But Hyung that's how he is with me.."Siwon said astonished.
"Really you mean he lets you tag along and actually smiles at you" Leeteuk said
"Yeah Hyung accept these past few days."
Now it was Leeteuks turn to be surprised."I've never actually seen him smile sincerely since he and Eunhyuk broke up."
"Weird" Leeteuk stated
Just then Kyuhyun let out a laugh a little chortle that came with a snort . Siwon smiled his Kyuhyun was back or so he thought.
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Kyuhyun was drunk, really drunk, he was in a bar at a shady part of town, He wanted to go home, but he didn't know how to get home. His haze filled mind wouldn't cooperate with him so he did the only thing he thought possible he called Siwon.
"Siwooonnn"Kyuhyun swooned
"Kyuhyun ! Where the hell are you !?"Siwon demanded from the other side of the phone.
"At Bitsy's, will you come get meeeee?"Kyuhyun slurred.
"How do i get there?" Siwon asked
"Wait i'll let you talk to someone."Kyuhyun said
"Hey buddy ,can you tell me friend how to get here? He wants to pick me up." Kyuhyun asked a random stranger rather stoned
The stranger eyed him from head to toe noting how handsome before picking up the phone,without a giving Siwon a chance to say anything the stanger said;
"Hey, Buddy ,Leave your friend here, don't bother coming to get him, i'll take good care of him."he said before ending the call.
"Thanks"Kyuhyun slurred
His drunken mind couldn't process what the stranger had just said.
The stranger only smiled and evil smile
"Shit." Siwon cursed after the call ended.
"What's up son?" His dad asked.
"Do you know a place called Bitsy's?"
"Nope.Why ?" Siwon only groaned at that answer
"It's in a shady part of town"His brother said." Near the squash court."
His brother barely finished his answer before Siwon dashed out of the house, Car keys in his hand and a spare winter coat.
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"Siwon!" Kyuhyun said urgently, "Gonna be sick!"
Siwon pulled Kyuhyun the rest of the way up the stairs and the duo barely made it to the bathroom. Kyuhyun slumped over the toilet, gripping the sides tightly as heaves seized his body.
Tears started streaming down Kyuhyuns face, Kyuhyun started mumbling nonsencical sentences before Siwon started soothing Kyuhyun
"It's going to be okay,Kyuhyun .Everythings gonna be okay "Siwon said patting his back
Kyuhyun barely managed to say something that sounded like 'It's not okay' before gripping tight handfuls of Siwon t-shirt. He held the broken man in his arms, mind reeling. Since he met Kyuhyun, he had been infuriated with the quick-minded boy and had been a part of his life,Kyuhyuns continuous smiles and laugh directed at only him and the smirks shown to him only.
From the moment he first saw the boy, he never thought there would be a dull moment with him. Kyuhyun,was always so in control of himself, even when it came to his past lovers. Never did Siwon think that he'd be crouched in his bathroom with the young man's tear stained cheek pressed against his neck.
Their current situation was presenting a side of the Kyuhyun that Siwon thought he would never be witness to. He was a complete mess. His hair was sticking out at odd angles and his now wrinkled clothes smelled of cigarette smoke and soju. There were no Snarky comments or evil smirks, just Kyuhyun overtaken my his own misery, hardly in control of himself and definitely not
in control of his situation.
Even though Siwon's legs were cramping, he held Kyuhyun until his breathing returned to normal.
When he finally felt the younger calmed down he pick the now sleeping form of Kyuhyun and laid him down on his bed.Tiredness etched all over the youngers face.
When Siwon emerged downstairs,he was met with the worried face of his mother
"Is Kyuhyun okay?"
"He is mom, except he's going to have a really bad hangover tomorrow."
"I never thought i'd see Kyuhyun like that, Siwon,The first time I met him, he seemed like such a quiet polite boy."
Siwon nodded mutely
"Do we need to call his parents and tell them his okay?"
"He doesn't have parents,mom" Siwon said softly soft gasps could be heard from his mom dad and brother.
"Who takes care of him then?"Siwons mother asked
"As far as i know he lives by himself in the house at the end of the block with a housekeeper that come occasionally." Siwon supplied
"Shouldn't he be in social-services? Since he's 17, Legally he's still underaged."
"He's 16 mom and frankly , i'm surprised that he's been able to avoid social services since he was 14,"
"Wait a minute, you mean he's a year younger than us? But he's in the same class as us !"HanGeng said eyebrows furrowed
"Apparently he's some sort of child Genius,he's supposed to be in college or university already but he declined when he was offered the chance, he said he didn't have any family and wanted to stay with his friends,Sometimes I think he's really lonely "
"So he's the kid i read in the newspapers about, His father used to pop into the office and we'd have coffee, We only talked about business as far as i know he never told me anything about his family."Mr.Choi said "So i was suprised when they told me he passed away during a boating accident."
"Poor Kid, "Mrs Choi said "No family ,no parents to love him,no wonder he's always so withdrawn"
Siwon was tired,He had enough of listening to his family talk about Kyuhyun,All he wanted to do was snuggle up to Kyuhyun and sleep.
"Mom, I'm tired, can i go to bed now?"
"Sure honey."
"Night Mom,Dad, Ge-ge.See you in the morning'
When Siwon entered his room with pale moonlight streaming through the bedroom window bathing Kyuhyuns features with it's pleasant light.
Siwon watched Kyuhyun sleep how his angel looked when he was sleeping , he looked so peaceful, different from how he looked merely an hour ago.
"Kyuhyun, i'm so sorry" Siwon said cuddling Kyuhyun
Siwon pulled the younger boy nearer to his bare chest.Cuddling closer to Kyuhyun before letting sleep take over.
Kyuhyun woke up the next morning with a pounding in his head and the sun high in the sky.
Kyuhyun groaned when sunlight his eyes he closed them again snuggling closer to the warmth that was Siwons body. Kyuhyun didn't know it was Siwons body he was cuddling to or else he would have jump 10 feet in the air.
He only closed his eyes before going back to sleep.
HanGeng had taken the liberty of waking up his brother and their overnight guest by barging into their room, uninvited.
"WAKE UUUPPPPPPP !!!! "HanGeng crowed
Siwon jumped straight out of bed tumbling to the floor in the process.
"SSshhhh!" Siwon shushed,"Kyuhyuns still asleep ,You Dumbass"Siwon whispered harshly
Before HanGeng could answer they heard a barely audible answer coming from under the comforter.
"Go,away noona,Give me 10 more minutes in bed."Kyuhyun mumbled before light snoring was heard again.
Clearly Kyuhyun hadn't registered the fact that he wasn't at home yet because when Siwon tapped lightly on his shoulder,Kyuhyun only snuggled deeper into the comfortable mattress
"He's so cute," HanGeng chuckled.
"Let's leave him alone,"Siwon said ushering HanGeng out of his room.
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When Kyuhyun opened his eyes for the second time that day painfully bright light assaulted his vision, he was overcome with a brief moment of panic. He didn't know where he was, or how he had gotten there. The last time he had blacked out ended up with him nearly being killed, not to mention the death of his family.
The panic soon passed as he realized he was in Siwons bedroom which left him wondering how he even got her in the first place. The sun was reflecting off the glass of a framed family picture of Siwon and HanGeng and their parents.Kyuhun was relieved that he wasn't in any danger, but the adrenaline fueled pounding of his heart made it feel like someone was beating a drum inside his skull. His whole body felt like it was trembling and his tongue was so dry it was practically sticking to the roof of
his mouth.
With much effort, he managed to push himself up into a sitting position.
Another wave of panic flooded over him as he remembered how he called Siwon to get him before he was groped shamelessly by a man he didn't know minutes later Siwon had come to his rescue. He remembered Siwon comforting him and then he was crying and falling apart, slumped against Siwon in the small bathroom.
"Oh Lord." Kyuhyun cursed.
Kyuhyun couldn't think straight. He needed to get out of there without having to face Siwon and his family. He was too mortified,
but he was finding it hard to find the strength to lift his body off the comfortable mattress and stand up, let alone stealthily sneak out of the Choi household.
Before he could do anything,the bedroom door opened revealing a meticulously groomed Siwon at the doorway.
Siwon resisted the urge to run up and cuddle Kyuhyun,Kyuhyun looked so cute in Siwon's eyes with his tousled up hair and droopy eyes it took all or Siwon's self restrained not to run and cuddle Kyuhyun to death there and then.
"Goodie! Your awake ! " Siwon cheered
"Here drink some of this."Siwon said handing Kyuhyun a mug of freshly brewed coffee.
"Urghh, thanks" Kyuhyun groaned.
"What time is it?" Kyuhyun asked between sips of Coffee.
"Umm,3 "Siwon said glancing at his watch.
"What !? "Kyuhyun spluttered
"Calm Down, Calm down," Siwon soothed.
"I need to call home."Kyuhyun said trying to get up.
"It's okay Kyuhyun i know,about your family." Siwon said quietly
Kyuhyuns shoulders visibly slumped,his shoulders started shaking uncontrollably after that,Siwon reached out patting akwardly at
Kyuhyuns shoulder.
"It's going to be okay, Kyuhyun " Siwon soothed.
"No it's not going to be okay Siwon, My parents are dead so is my sister any living relative i have doesn't give a damn about me,My relationships never survive past the 4th month because they'd either get tired of me or fall for someone else. Everyone in school either hates me, pity's me or thinks of me as the unforgiving bastard whose parents died leaving him a fortune to do as he pleases" Kyuhyun yelled
"The only love i get is from Teukie and the gang and even with them it's awkward because they all have their own lives,Siwon. It's not going to be okay, I'm just as alone as i was without my family. Siwon, Why can't i end it all?Why didn't i just die with my family?"Kyuhyun asked silently
"Why don't i have the courage to end my life so i can be with my family? Look at my hands . Their scared at all my failed attempts"Kyuhyun said pulling up the sleeve of his t-shirt
Siwon gasped.Scars were littered all over Kyuhyuns arms,Deep enough to cause hurt but not enough to kill . But they still would've hurt.
"Kyuhyun,It's going to be okay."Siwon said reaching out
"How many times do i have to tell you?! It's never gonna be Okay ?!" Kyuhyun yelled crying uncontrolably now.
"Come here Kyuhyun, "Siwon said reaching out to Kyuhyun
At first Kyuhyun struggled when Siwon tried to hug him but Kyuhyun soon gave in only shudders were felt when Siwon hugged him tight murmuring assurance.
Kyuhyun felt safe in Siwons reassuring arms,he hated the reassurance Siwon gave but he didn't want it to end,Kyuhyun knew he loved Siwon.He didn't dare give in ,he was afraid to add another broken heart to his collection.
Siwons mother quietly entered the room after hearing the commotion coming from downstairs.She decided to investigate since her son hadn't come downstairs yet.
She was met with the sight of Siwon hugging a sobbing Kyuhyun.
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Downstairs HanGeng had just let in Heechul,Leeteuk and Changmin after calling them when his mother had come downstairs bearing news about Siwon and Kyuhyun.
HanGeng was worried and it was an understatement.
HanGeng had grown fond of the bratty boy since he had met him,To HanGeng Kyuhyun had given off an unspeakable aura that had attracted him before he had met Heechul, no wonder Siwon was infuriated with the bratty boy.
"Chullie,Teukie ,Max. I'm worried. Kyuhyun isn't himself." HanGeng stated worriedly.
Siwon came down that moment with a cleaned up and fresher looking Kyuhyun clutched tiredly onto his arm.
"Hey, guys what's going on" Siwon asked nervously
"We're here to check up on Kyuhyun,"Heechul stated pointedly
"Hyung, I'm fine it's okay."Kyuhyun smiled tiredly
"Kyu, you know you can tell us anything right?" Changmin said softly.
"Anything"Leeteuk chimed
"It's okay guys,i'm fine .All i want to do now is eat something and go home.Siwon and I were going to do just that .Let's go Siwon."Kyuhyun said tugging in Siwons arm.
Heechul and Leeteuk stood rooted on the spot.Their magnae had never done something like that before.Changmin smiled,looks like things were taking a turn for the better.HanGeng gave Changmin a weird look,Changmin just shrugged it off before leaving the house.