I cant go on not loving you...
Well latley i've been overly busy, and constantly stressed out. It feels as if I haven't had a good day, where I was worry free, or not pissed off in a while. It's kinda sad. This weekend wasnt half bad. Spent friday running errands with Candis.. and then Samm Nina Pietro Frank Joe & Ryan came over. We decided to go to a haunted house.. but then it rained. So we came back here, and sat on my porch and bonded. On Saturday we had the Bball CarWash. It wasn't that bad. Then went to the Football Game @ Fraser.. where I heard sum disgusting/upsetting news... but then again, i've set myself up for dissapointment this time. Later that night Nina Samm Ryan Pietro & Frank attempted to go to a haunted house. It was soo far.. and it was a 3 hr. wait so we didn't go. We saw MB & Annie @ the Haunted House.. and then I came home. Today I filmed my German project with Laura, & Worked on my PepRally shirt with Pietro & Frank.
I'm excited for the Spirit Week.. & PepRally & Parade.
Also, i'm excited for the dance... I hope everything goes well.
..I hate liars. I really do..
.. I constantly ask myself.. why I do this? Why I set myself up for this dissapointment.. that I expierence everytime. Seriously, nothing is really worth this feeling.
...You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay...