torn inside
so i slept about 14 hours or something today. that was pretty fucked, but i just couldn't get myself out of bed. been feeling pretty shit lately, stomach and headaches and whatnot. oh well. i went to school yesterday. that was pretty rad. was there for all of an hour. my course is pretty gay, but some chick's really interested in freaks, so perhaps i'll make a friend.
nothing at all has been going on. actually got out of the house on sunday, after a week and a bit of being a hermit. saw bretto since he was down for saves the day. down being across, from perth. yes. met sally's sister which i guess was kinda cool. not that i've ever made conversation with sally or anything. yeah. bought my sister a toy fish at the markets. she bought me a rad frame the other week so i thought i'd do something nice back. shock horror, i did something nice for once.
been thinking about a whole bunch of shit lately. doubt any of it's good stuff. i'm confused about everything. gotta make some tough decisions within the next few weeks or so. don't really know how to go about any of it, but i'll give it a shot. had a rad couple of days, though. i've stopped myself from thinking about anything and everything, so it's kept me from being all gay.
ah, that's another thing. i've been having some really weird dreams lately. like last night i had two that both involved me swimming in shark infested waters. it fucking scared me so bad. there were other things in the water like turtles and snakes, so i kept thinking they were sharks too. and yes, i'd wake up all scared. anyway. i'm a wuss.
that's really about it, i suppose. getting into my work a bit more at the moment, which is rad. been coming up with a few cool things. a few not as rad things, but whatever, as long as i'm keeping myself occupied. if anyone wants to be a model for any sort of photo shoot, let me know. i'm keen to take some photos that i wouldn't normally have done in the past. dunno what they are yet, but yeah.
fuck rambling.
fuck updating!
nothing at all has been going on. actually got out of the house on sunday, after a week and a bit of being a hermit. saw bretto since he was down for saves the day. down being across, from perth. yes. met sally's sister which i guess was kinda cool. not that i've ever made conversation with sally or anything. yeah. bought my sister a toy fish at the markets. she bought me a rad frame the other week so i thought i'd do something nice back. shock horror, i did something nice for once.
been thinking about a whole bunch of shit lately. doubt any of it's good stuff. i'm confused about everything. gotta make some tough decisions within the next few weeks or so. don't really know how to go about any of it, but i'll give it a shot. had a rad couple of days, though. i've stopped myself from thinking about anything and everything, so it's kept me from being all gay.
ah, that's another thing. i've been having some really weird dreams lately. like last night i had two that both involved me swimming in shark infested waters. it fucking scared me so bad. there were other things in the water like turtles and snakes, so i kept thinking they were sharks too. and yes, i'd wake up all scared. anyway. i'm a wuss.
that's really about it, i suppose. getting into my work a bit more at the moment, which is rad. been coming up with a few cool things. a few not as rad things, but whatever, as long as i'm keeping myself occupied. if anyone wants to be a model for any sort of photo shoot, let me know. i'm keen to take some photos that i wouldn't normally have done in the past. dunno what they are yet, but yeah.
fuck rambling.
fuck updating!