when you were holding my hand i didn't think i'd die.
came all the way back home the other day to find my family's more fucked than i thought. hard to explain, and i don't really want to. but basically, i didn't really have a nice welcome home. no one's here at home with me and it's gonna be like that for some time, i guess. this really wasn't the right time to pseudo-move back home. oh well. it will pass.. i hope.
anywho, dad's birthday on sunday. i have no idea what to get him, or if i'll get anything at all. he bought a video camera while overseas so we're not really meant to be giving him anything else. it's his 50th party next saturday, too, so that should be rather interesting. i just hope i clean out my room in time. i'm pretty sure i will, but fuck, it's a huge job. i wish i wasn't such a stupid kid cause i've kept the most useless crap over the years. now i'm waiting for mum and dad to come home so i can go buy some more rubbish bags and shit. what a boring life..
anywho, dad's birthday on sunday. i have no idea what to get him, or if i'll get anything at all. he bought a video camera while overseas so we're not really meant to be giving him anything else. it's his 50th party next saturday, too, so that should be rather interesting. i just hope i clean out my room in time. i'm pretty sure i will, but fuck, it's a huge job. i wish i wasn't such a stupid kid cause i've kept the most useless crap over the years. now i'm waiting for mum and dad to come home so i can go buy some more rubbish bags and shit. what a boring life..