Does distance really make the heart grow fonder?
I'm sitting here in the library memorizing cell junctions; their functions, construction, and locations and all I can think about is:
All of my really significant romantic relationships in my life have been long distance.
Am I destined for this sort of thing?
Is there something going on here where I can't commit to someone in a way where I wouldn't mind seeing them every day?
Do I like my privacy?
Do I enjoy being able to do things on my own and have the freedom to do what I want when I want without having someone to tell me otherwise?
Is this going to ruin me for a future relationship where he (whoever that may be) is always there?
Marriage?
I'm aware that only I can answer these questions.
I'm too scared of my answers to answer them.
All of my really significant romantic relationships in my life have been long distance.
Am I destined for this sort of thing?
Is there something going on here where I can't commit to someone in a way where I wouldn't mind seeing them every day?
Do I like my privacy?
Do I enjoy being able to do things on my own and have the freedom to do what I want when I want without having someone to tell me otherwise?
Is this going to ruin me for a future relationship where he (whoever that may be) is always there?
Marriage?
I'm aware that only I can answer these questions.
I'm too scared of my answers to answer them.