Stranger things have happened...

Jul 31, 2007 01:17

I always intend to go to bed early. I always think, oh, around 11, that soon I'll go to bed. It never really happens though, and I always find myself, way way past midnight wondering what happened to those "ten minutes" that I was going to wait before going to bed...they just expanded.

Ok, so this is a pretty common thing, people like staying up, they enjoy the night more. The strange thing is; I don't. In fact, I tend to get pretty depressed when it gets late. Don't ask me why, I guess it's just one of these "time of the day" things. What I can't understand is, why don't I just go to bed? I think it's some form of mechanism...as soon as I start getting moody and miserable I try to occupy myself, so I won't think of it much. It's pretty pointless really. I'll have to go to bed eventually, regardless.

So...it's 1.20am...I'm trying to think of good reasons why I should go to bed. I can't really think of any. I need to get to IT club by 3. I need to do some online shopping before that. But other than that, nothing, so there is no real reason I need to go to bed. Other than being tired and kind of miserable. But that never mattered before.

On another note, I found this old website I set up when I was 10, with Star Trek Voyager fanfiction. Let's just say; I'll find it difficult to complain over any fanfiction I read online from now on. I realise I was 10, not writing in my first language but...oh, it was just awful! *headdesk* I wish I hadn't found it now...
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