circling
circling
trying to land
or taking off
or maintaining altitude?
all of the above
none of the below
cut loose in the wobbling blue sky
---
i see you sick
made dumb
given a microphone
and an ice cream cone.
the unseen slaughter
is ideal war
---
i'm busy these days
i keep
being busy.
doing fills my days
doing fills me up
with a bloated nothing
---
swirling thru the circuitry of death
switching on to switch off to switch.
is the measure of mental health
a lack of faults
a count of caught exceptions
an immaculate design
---
a lot has happened. in my head. i've been on a rollercoaster. i don't know what to say. i think of suicide every day. but some days it is more serious, and it's ALL i think about. other days i'm inexplicably happy, and i try to fight that for some reason. i guess because of its inexplicableness.
anyway, changing insurance and will seek therapy and drugs. the end.
trying to land
or taking off
or maintaining altitude?
all of the above
none of the below
cut loose in the wobbling blue sky
---
i see you sick
made dumb
given a microphone
and an ice cream cone.
the unseen slaughter
is ideal war
---
i'm busy these days
i keep
being busy.
doing fills my days
doing fills me up
with a bloated nothing
---
swirling thru the circuitry of death
switching on to switch off to switch.
is the measure of mental health
a lack of faults
a count of caught exceptions
an immaculate design
---
a lot has happened. in my head. i've been on a rollercoaster. i don't know what to say. i think of suicide every day. but some days it is more serious, and it's ALL i think about. other days i'm inexplicably happy, and i try to fight that for some reason. i guess because of its inexplicableness.
anyway, changing insurance and will seek therapy and drugs. the end.