Tell me it's not true.....
Someone said that humans never liked to hear and accept something they don't want.
Yes, that's very true.
So, can you please tell me, convince me that everything I feel and hear isn't true.
You never realise this but have you ever thought how hurtful your words might be at times?
Yes, it hurts me whenever you hurl those words or comments.
But I never like to argue with anyone.
I never show that I'm hurt by what you said.
I'll just smile and shrug it off jokingly.
But the truth is, it still hurts and stings.
Watching you interact with others just like that, ignoring me makes me feel left out at time.
I may also feel slightly angry or hurt.
I don't mean you have to stick to me for the whole time.
But you don't have to ignore me completely or make me feel inferior compared to the others.
Is this how you feel about our friendship?
And a shocking revelation from the past throws me deep in thoughts.
I didn't want to believe it was true.
Because if it is, then it hurts a lot.
And almost half of my trust in you is gone just like that.
How do you expect me to ever trust you completely again if you betrayed my trust?
I can forgive easily but when something deep just struck you out of a sudden, will you just forget it like that?
Let bygones be bygones.
That's easier said than done.
I'm trying to forget and turn a blind eye too.
But I can't. It's very difficult.
Damn, I wish my short-term memory will kick in now.
So that I can forget everything bad that I've heard.
No, I don't mean I want our friendship to end.
To me, our bond of friendship is much stronger than this.
But do you feel the same?
Or is our friendship only one-sided?
If you ask me to choose again, I'll choose to trust you again.
Maybe not as much as before but I'll still trust you.
So please, this time, don't betray my trust.
I don't want to be betrayed by you again.
PS: Don't bother trying to think who I'm referring to. It'll be someone totally unexpected. Just a random feeling in my heart.
Yes, that's very true.
So, can you please tell me, convince me that everything I feel and hear isn't true.
You never realise this but have you ever thought how hurtful your words might be at times?
Yes, it hurts me whenever you hurl those words or comments.
But I never like to argue with anyone.
I never show that I'm hurt by what you said.
I'll just smile and shrug it off jokingly.
But the truth is, it still hurts and stings.
Watching you interact with others just like that, ignoring me makes me feel left out at time.
I may also feel slightly angry or hurt.
I don't mean you have to stick to me for the whole time.
But you don't have to ignore me completely or make me feel inferior compared to the others.
Is this how you feel about our friendship?
And a shocking revelation from the past throws me deep in thoughts.
I didn't want to believe it was true.
Because if it is, then it hurts a lot.
And almost half of my trust in you is gone just like that.
How do you expect me to ever trust you completely again if you betrayed my trust?
I can forgive easily but when something deep just struck you out of a sudden, will you just forget it like that?
Let bygones be bygones.
That's easier said than done.
I'm trying to forget and turn a blind eye too.
But I can't. It's very difficult.
Damn, I wish my short-term memory will kick in now.
So that I can forget everything bad that I've heard.
No, I don't mean I want our friendship to end.
To me, our bond of friendship is much stronger than this.
But do you feel the same?
Or is our friendship only one-sided?
If you ask me to choose again, I'll choose to trust you again.
Maybe not as much as before but I'll still trust you.
So please, this time, don't betray my trust.
I don't want to be betrayed by you again.
PS: Don't bother trying to think who I'm referring to. It'll be someone totally unexpected. Just a random feeling in my heart.