naze atashi wa itsudemo kanashii?

[natsu_no_yuki]

i'm sad and i feel bad..im sick..no one really cares..no one knows how really i feel..i'm heart broken,why? i can't say..why i can't say? because no one understand me..everyone misunderstand me ,even the most closs people to my heart..but why? why i can't make someone happy..why they keep misunderstand me?am i bad person?do i have to change something in my personality?
i like my self to be my self...i don't want to change because of people's misunderstanding...i will be me whatever happened.