something pleasent
I find myself walking on the other side of the road less taken on a sunny day. I weave around the city blocks carving a path as if I'm finding the center of some secret garden maze. The smile on my face would peg me as a mad hatter at days. Many times I wear a discrete facade holding in my joys of life... to a miserly degree unwilling to let any glee spill out. I think to myself, "I want to keep this happiness to myself". Keeping such thoughts private makes me walk with an extra spring in my step. It also makes me want to say "i know something you don't know... hehehe".
[currentLY]
Lately I feel the need to hear some asian music. I just can't go too long without my asian music. I guess it's because I grew up listening to that before English songs. FUNNY thing is, I'm born here in America but I just find more things interesting beyond our boarders. I have Jane Zhang' - 新不了情 "New Endless Love" on repeat right now and it's doing the job. I'm chill... :P
[side note]
I just IM'n my friend Corinne. She was a friend from HS. If it wasn't for the crush I had for her, I wouldn't have worked as hard in playing vball. You could say that she helped me to become the avid volleyball player I am today. I tend to work harder when there's someone to strive for. Yea, I know... I just work harder when I have a person I need impress or beat at something. I don't really care about fame for myself. I think it's fleeting. When you have something/someone to shoot for, it just makes to chase to attain it so much more interesting. Don't worry, I know where these thoughts are coming from and going. I'm not going to dig myself into a fantasy world unable to distinguish fact from fiction. Well, Corinne is one of those friends that will be a life long friend. She brings the best outta me without even knowing it. She's taking a full class load and working full time as a chemist... talk about utilizing your time to the fullest! I'm getting back to that point myself. I'm planning to load up with 6-7 classes this fall and breaking all limitations I (and others) have for myself. It's about time I start breaking barriers again and shattering expectations. I was good at that once ago. Let's see what doubts I can step on this time around and open some eyes. hehehe
I dunno why but I just love to exceed expectations and preconceived notions that others place on me. It might be the Nelson (Simpson's) inside me wanting to say "HA!HA!" lol
Well, I'll be back.... bigger and better!
[currentLY]
Lately I feel the need to hear some asian music. I just can't go too long without my asian music. I guess it's because I grew up listening to that before English songs. FUNNY thing is, I'm born here in America but I just find more things interesting beyond our boarders. I have Jane Zhang' - 新不了情 "New Endless Love" on repeat right now and it's doing the job. I'm chill... :P
[side note]
I just IM'n my friend Corinne. She was a friend from HS. If it wasn't for the crush I had for her, I wouldn't have worked as hard in playing vball. You could say that she helped me to become the avid volleyball player I am today. I tend to work harder when there's someone to strive for. Yea, I know... I just work harder when I have a person I need impress or beat at something. I don't really care about fame for myself. I think it's fleeting. When you have something/someone to shoot for, it just makes to chase to attain it so much more interesting. Don't worry, I know where these thoughts are coming from and going. I'm not going to dig myself into a fantasy world unable to distinguish fact from fiction. Well, Corinne is one of those friends that will be a life long friend. She brings the best outta me without even knowing it. She's taking a full class load and working full time as a chemist... talk about utilizing your time to the fullest! I'm getting back to that point myself. I'm planning to load up with 6-7 classes this fall and breaking all limitations I (and others) have for myself. It's about time I start breaking barriers again and shattering expectations. I was good at that once ago. Let's see what doubts I can step on this time around and open some eyes. hehehe
I dunno why but I just love to exceed expectations and preconceived notions that others place on me. It might be the Nelson (Simpson's) inside me wanting to say "HA!HA!" lol
Well, I'll be back.... bigger and better!