Aug 01, 2005 20:50
Yikes! I've moved from barely being able to keep my eyes open to feeling debilitating anxiety. I feel on the verge of a panic attack, suddenly. It seems my mood swinging violently between angry/depressed has changed to calm/anxious, lately.
I've had enough girlfriends have 'friends' they just happen to date or cheat on me with behind my back that I'm going to have an even harder time trusting future girlfriends when they hang out with guy friends, now. Thanks a lot. My heart races from thinking of a girlfriend telling me "I'm just hanging out with... a friend, tonight." these days. She'll probably have his pants off an hour later just like a handful of others have.