I'll draw the blinds for you/so you can watch the sunset from your hospital bed/until you are asleep
It's been a rough night.
This morning I found out that Meemaw (my Grandmother)was going the hospital because her heart was bothering her.
I went to the gym, came home, and started talking to my Dad, Dorothy, Abby, Mike, and Sasha. They had already been talking about Meemaw's situation. My Dad and Dorothy then revealed my (now former) step aunt, and uncle really thought about Sasha, Nakiessa, Cameron, my dad, and myself. They always had a pleasant disposition on the outside. Little did I know...
"Sand Niggers", "Gypsies", "half breeds","Darkies" are the terms Glen uses for us. He tried to get my Dad fired from his job. He said that when Meemaw dies, he is going to piss on her grave. He went hunting with my late Grandpa (E) when he was a teenager. E turned around and saw Glen pointing his rifle at him. E said "Go ahead, do it". He didn't. Ever since E died, he has gone off the deep end, atleast has shown it since E died. I also found out that all he and his wife, Debbie, have been trying to do all this time is convince Meemaw to give them her money.
And as for Joanne (the step-aunt) she is a "nurse". While E was in the hospital, Meemaw woke up to find Joanne injecting something into his IV. SHE WASN'T A NURSE AT THAT HOSPITAL. She said she was "putting him out of his misery." She has herself convinced that anyone that doesn't attend HER church is going to hell. And we are "Devil-worshippers".
So we get a call from Christie (one of the few sane members of the family) saying that while Meemaw has been waiting to be admitted Debbie (Glen's wife) told the doctpr's that Meemaw "couldn't handle any tests". SINCE WHEN IS SHE A FUCKING DOCTOR? Meem couldn't get admitted b/c Debbie wouldn't let them test her. So I find out that Meemaw is one her way home with Glen and Debbie, and has to return to the hospital at 8am tomorrow. She had a stroke. Tonight will be very telling. I Feel so helpless, I am 360 miles away from her, and she's stuck with these people who are out for her money. She said that she wishes she was down here with us.
Hopefully she'll survive tonight, if that's the case, she'll move down here (God-willing)
I Fucking hate them. I will spit on them if I ever see them again. I mean, I am a "half breed", I do things like that.
May God show mercy, because, truth be told, if I were him, I would damn them for eternity.
cheers
-Natasha-
This morning I found out that Meemaw (my Grandmother)was going the hospital because her heart was bothering her.
I went to the gym, came home, and started talking to my Dad, Dorothy, Abby, Mike, and Sasha. They had already been talking about Meemaw's situation. My Dad and Dorothy then revealed my (now former) step aunt, and uncle really thought about Sasha, Nakiessa, Cameron, my dad, and myself. They always had a pleasant disposition on the outside. Little did I know...
"Sand Niggers", "Gypsies", "half breeds","Darkies" are the terms Glen uses for us. He tried to get my Dad fired from his job. He said that when Meemaw dies, he is going to piss on her grave. He went hunting with my late Grandpa (E) when he was a teenager. E turned around and saw Glen pointing his rifle at him. E said "Go ahead, do it". He didn't. Ever since E died, he has gone off the deep end, atleast has shown it since E died. I also found out that all he and his wife, Debbie, have been trying to do all this time is convince Meemaw to give them her money.
And as for Joanne (the step-aunt) she is a "nurse". While E was in the hospital, Meemaw woke up to find Joanne injecting something into his IV. SHE WASN'T A NURSE AT THAT HOSPITAL. She said she was "putting him out of his misery." She has herself convinced that anyone that doesn't attend HER church is going to hell. And we are "Devil-worshippers".
So we get a call from Christie (one of the few sane members of the family) saying that while Meemaw has been waiting to be admitted Debbie (Glen's wife) told the doctpr's that Meemaw "couldn't handle any tests". SINCE WHEN IS SHE A FUCKING DOCTOR? Meem couldn't get admitted b/c Debbie wouldn't let them test her. So I find out that Meemaw is one her way home with Glen and Debbie, and has to return to the hospital at 8am tomorrow. She had a stroke. Tonight will be very telling. I Feel so helpless, I am 360 miles away from her, and she's stuck with these people who are out for her money. She said that she wishes she was down here with us.
Hopefully she'll survive tonight, if that's the case, she'll move down here (God-willing)
I Fucking hate them. I will spit on them if I ever see them again. I mean, I am a "half breed", I do things like that.
May God show mercy, because, truth be told, if I were him, I would damn them for eternity.
cheers
-Natasha-