don't ever take a drunk boys hand because bonfires can be fucking dangerous

[natnewms]

in the past twenty four hours it has been decided that i've learned a great deal of lessons....
-don't ever run from the cops
-don't ever take a drunk boys hand and interpret it as he likes you or even remotely cares about you
-and most importantly, sometimes things don't have to be said, but rather they should just be known
-a real friend will hold your pants while you pee behind a tree

i think that this summer has already posed many challenges and i suspect that many more will be coming my way. i feel as if summer always brings some sort of test to me. i know that i didn't pass this one, but i plan on changing the outcome on the next one.

i love everyone who i got to spend the last few nights with and i hope that you guys enjoyed yourselves....i'm sorry, but there will be no more beach bonfires for natalie newman...my party days were shortlived and they are over.

anyway, i'm glad that everyone got home safe last night and i promise that this is the last time that i will say this, but i am sorry...

peace and love. peace and love.