She used to be mine

Jun 19, 2016 10:36

I don't want to fight.
Don't you get that it's painful for me to talk about that ?
Why do you have to bring the subject up again and again? She's gone for good. It took me 4 fucking years to come to terms with that fact. And I'm still trying to deal with the sadness.
Don't try to overanalyze what kind of feelings I had for her. What's the use? So fucking pointless. She was just someone I loved. A friend. A soulmate. That's all you need to know. She never felt the same so what's the use in worrying?
I kick myself every single fucking day because I don't want to think about that and I fail.
Then why do you have to worry?
I'm running out of time.
We all are.

And I have more important things in mind.
I really want to fall in love one last time if I can. As suicidal as it is, I WANT TO. I'm ready. Don't you get it?
Love me as I am or go.
I don't want to waste time. I just want to cuddle, kiss my soulmate's hair and hold hands. is that so much to ask?

She is broken but won't ask for help
She is messy but she's kind
She is lonely most of the time

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"the person we were before traumatic events that changed us isn't gone - it's still there, under the layers of shit life has piled on. We can dig it out"

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