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So I went up to Madi today with Brett after I got my ultrasound, blood test and cat scan. I was really tired then so I only skated at the end. I was getting a lot of air when I was trying stuff though. That's one thing I'm good at. I just need to get my knees up higher. Not to say I landed much today...but. At least I'm not like those retarded chicks who just come and sit up on the ramps and f-ing take up space. What damn bitches. They disgust me. They give girls and bad name. perching themselves up there like they are the queens of the world. Well let me tell you.....the skaters who are working their asses off, breaking bones, bleeding, and there in all kinds of weather are the kings and queens of the world. We don't need loser dikes taking up space where the die-hard skaters could be resting. I know I'm not very good, and probably don't deserve much respect yet.....but at least I try and don't sit around like a mantle piece.Most of the people their treat me like I belong and never treat me like a girl.
I stopped up at Target to get my board from Rob's car before I went. I surprised him and the smile on his face when he saw me was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. He grabbed my hands, pulled me into him and said that seeing me made his day wonderful and so much better. He has been having some pretty bad days at work lately. He said he loved me so much and gave me a HUGE hug. As I walked back to my dad in his truck, I was giggling and laughing uncontrollably. See the thing was.......seeing him made my day wonderful and beautiful as well.