Let's See Here...

Dec 28, 2005 00:51

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D:

It's easy to switch the emotions of those two faces. Simply hit one button before the other, or the other button before one. Happy to sad, just like that...

...that's kinda how I feel lately.

I need to quit being retarded, haha. Why do I do this to myself. xD This isn't even what I want. I feel the way I don't want to feel. I'm trying so hard! It's not working though. Maybe if I ignore it it'll go away. But I can't just flat out ignore it... It's like I'm in a lose-lose situation here. Give up? I lose. Keep goin'? I lose. Gotta find a way to turn the tide, the tide of my emotions. It's like my feelings are an ocean with uncontrollable tides, being manipulated by an outside force, by the moon. The moon, the light that shines through the darkness, and the light that shows you what you don't want to see. The light of hope and the light of despair. I gotta stop letting it effect me so much, I gotta break away.

...this is rediculous. Who even feels like this?! Hahaha! Who even whines in livejournal?! xD I have perfectly fine walls to tell my tales to. They'll listen...I know they will. >_O

Just shoot me in the feelings, make me stop.
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