Time to say goodbye...
So AnimaCo 2010 is over and so my performance with Yume is over.
I don't know what to say..
It all began 2003/2004 I think? I began with twelve years my practice by Yume.
I had so much fun these seven years.. I found new friends, my so lovely called 'second family' and now all is over..
Fu~ I start crying again..
Yesterday, I had so much fun with that Halloween performance.. it was so great, but the end wasn't fun anymore. So much people leaving Yume, me too. I cried. Yes I cried a lot, it started Saturdays with the Ongaku performance, the song for our dear Debbi who moves to Berlin in the next months. I will really miss her. I understood then that my last time with Yume will come nearer, cause it was nine o'clock in the evening.. and we had to woke up at six am. The stage practice was fun and I know it came sooner. I wanted to cry, but I couldn't cause of the make-up. My sister should have been with me, but she couldn't perform with us because of her 'illness'. I was sad, really sad (I had to cry for two people!). I called her and she watched us per live-stream. My parents, too and two friends of me as well. It was funny to know that people will watch you from home. But I had fun. I love you all. I's so much fun to stay with you all on stage. They were my best seven years of my live. And I will miss you so much, all of you. I know some of you I will see at Ongaku, but it's different.
My lovely senshis: it was so much fun to play with you on stage.
And i think I should leave like that.
Cause: 'You should leave when it's the best, ne?'
And with Mercury I had really much fun on stage with all of you. And I had the role my sis had a long time ago. And she couldn't be with us so I think I should leave. Its sad and I want to cry again.. (what I do..*sniff*)
I really feel like going now and I know that I can come back If I want to.
So I think I should say Good bye to all of the Yume-Members.
I will really miss to stay with you on stage.. And I will watch the last performance of Yume next year! I will keep my fingers crossed for all of you.
So ganbate kudasai!
I love all of you.. and i wish all of you a good time for the last performance of Yume!
And I don't know who will stay in Ongaku so I really hope, we will see each other again.
Okay, I will shut up now.. I could talk much more, but I think I don't know how I should say all my feeling I want to tell you..
I want to watch that Halloween performance now.. I want to watch Yukiyas video again, cause I couldn't see much of it..
Now a little song that match?
Because it's embarrassing,
I decided to send this to you in code. Let's do it like that.
As for a hint,
It's not as cool of a phrase as "I like you", or something.
But it's strange...
Either to someone you like or someone you hate, the same thing will be transmitted
These words, yes, even now remain
It might be a unique kind of magic...
That's probably it. That's definitely it.
I can say with confidence that this obviously exists.
That's why I've put it in a special code.
Secretly, so that it won't be leaked to anyone...。
Then you should think out the meaning on your own。
Unable to figure it out,
Desperately searching, you were too adorable.
As for a hint,
This might be something that often goes with "I'm sorry", or something.
Because even little kids, and their parents,
Or everyone uses this magic.
If even I managed to have kids,
Without hesitating, I'd teach them this first...。
That's probably it. That's definitely it.
I can say with confidence that this will eternally exist.
The present will be loved with all our might.
That's why tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, in the future...
I might be able to say it. Without being shy, honestly...。
If...
This is only for example.
It's not that pretty,
But the last words I'd say in my life
I'd say with a laugh, "this."
Not probably.
That would definitely be it.
Because it's not like I've come this far on my own.
Now, that's what I believe. Various people's faces change into a smile.
That person next to you got it before you did...。
What are you going to do from now??
I don't know,
But I'm not worried at all.
Because more that anything, your smile is the answer.
You've finished decoding. If that's the case,
There's one more thing I haven't told you, and that is...
Ninomiya Kazunari - 1992*4##111 (Arigatou)
In German: 32665533 (Danke)
I know we will meet all again.
Love you,
Nathy~