The things we do... or in this case did.

[nathead]

You know, over the past couple of weeks I've put on a bit of weight. The combination of holiday dinners and no excercise at all for 12 days has resulted in 1 or 2 extra kilos and a little less tone than I'm used to. Not saying I'm usually superbuff or anything, but I can tell there's a difference

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[roastkip]

i'm SO happy for you :) its awesome how special people can make you feel.... its so amazing to feel loved by people and to learn to feel good in yourself! hooray for growing up and breaking free from the things that are holding you back!
food stuff can be a crazy little monkey in your brain...goin *poke poke* with his fork and making you have silly ideas.
for years (since i was 11 or 12) i let my mum and random other people i trusted make me feel so self conscious about every little thing that i'd eat. feeling dizzy made me happy cos i felt proud of how many days i'd gone without eating. i'd wanna sleep through the day so i wouldn't have to face decisions reguarding food.
its only in the past 2 years that i've been able to talk about it and only in the past couple of weeks that ive started letting it go, sorting it out and feeling happier about myself. its gonna take a while but reading your post has made it seem more possible and made me want it even more! thanks chikky, you're a star!
if that monkey ever comes near you, let me know and ill help you take away his fork, put him in a cage and ship him to zimbabwe.