It's you...
So winter break has been both the best and worst winter break.
I managed to finish the semester, although I had to ask for extensions in two of my courses... but I managed to get all A's (although, getting anything less than an A in grad school is seen as bad). I was so happy when I found out, all the stress and the tension of the past semester all seemed worth it.
Seeing my family... I got to see Taylor, she's adorable. And seeing my parents, and my sister.
And seeing my friends has been great. I've spent a lot of time with Justin, seen Steve, Heather, Brandon and Liz, Kariann, Daryn, I get to see Charlie in an hour and I get to see Mephanie tonight, hopefully see Josh soon. I've been partying every night, and it's been great.
The problem is that I'm depressed. It's partially because of Kariann, who will never see me the way I see her. And it's partially because of my parents, who are upset that I've been drinking a lot. I'm aceing grad school... so who cares if I drink? And they don't like me coming home late... it is what I do every god damn day in Texas. And then last night I saw someone who it was great to see... but it was weird too, and I heard some things from someone else that... I dunno. And I've been getting trashed every night, because everything is better than. I get silly. I drunk dial people and sing to them over my phone. And I feel good about myself, and everyone likes me when I'm drunk. I dunno.
I'm just happy that there is snow.
<3 Nate
P.S. If anyone wants to see me while I'm back... 715-207-9473.
I managed to finish the semester, although I had to ask for extensions in two of my courses... but I managed to get all A's (although, getting anything less than an A in grad school is seen as bad). I was so happy when I found out, all the stress and the tension of the past semester all seemed worth it.
Seeing my family... I got to see Taylor, she's adorable. And seeing my parents, and my sister.
And seeing my friends has been great. I've spent a lot of time with Justin, seen Steve, Heather, Brandon and Liz, Kariann, Daryn, I get to see Charlie in an hour and I get to see Mephanie tonight, hopefully see Josh soon. I've been partying every night, and it's been great.
The problem is that I'm depressed. It's partially because of Kariann, who will never see me the way I see her. And it's partially because of my parents, who are upset that I've been drinking a lot. I'm aceing grad school... so who cares if I drink? And they don't like me coming home late... it is what I do every god damn day in Texas. And then last night I saw someone who it was great to see... but it was weird too, and I heard some things from someone else that... I dunno. And I've been getting trashed every night, because everything is better than. I get silly. I drunk dial people and sing to them over my phone. And I feel good about myself, and everyone likes me when I'm drunk. I dunno.
I'm just happy that there is snow.
<3 Nate
P.S. If anyone wants to see me while I'm back... 715-207-9473.