Tell The Truth - Drefan SongMuseFic
This one is my Anatagonist Drefan toward Nathan. Both are mine, copyright, My Novel Characters. *glares and sets on fire*
Bolded is song lyrics. The rest is inner musings.
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Youre too important for anyone
You play the role of all you long to be
But I, I know who you really are
Youre the one who cries when youre alone
You always say you wish to escape from all of the pain. But yet the numbness is the worst. This is where you belong, do you really want to be all they want you to be? Little slave can't you see they are playing with you, making you out to be more then you could ever be? Aren't you tired of acting so strong, why not just give in. Come now am I the monster when it is they who make you the things you hate to be? You know the fall is not as bad as they make it out to be. Come to me...See the shadows. Move inside yourself. See the truth inside the darkness, the maddness. I can stop the pain, but only if I will it all away.
But where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You cant escape
You cant escape
Where is your fields of flowers now? Where are the Gods you wish would save you? They disdain you for every word spoken, for every cry. Their is no chance of saving now what you were, it's gone. Broken, enslaved. You think I hate you, hate what you are and what you stand for. The energies are broken, do I have the will to hate you any longer little boy? You are their now beyond my touch but yet you will never escape. You still can not save what you are, and what you ever were. Don't try to hide, don't close your eyes, don't turn out that light. Do you really know what could be behind you? Immobilized by your fears, soon to be blinded by your own tears. I must will it all away. All away.
You think that I cant see right through your eyes
Scared to death to face reality
No one seems to hear your hidden cries
You're left to face yourself alone
Crying out for a savior, for someone to give a damn. What are you living for? What reasons have you still to keep on crying, scared to death of living but not wanting to die. It feels like the weight of the world is on your shoulders and you can not face the truth. Gods up in your heaven don't give a pity, and you cling to me, tears unbidden. You think your safe in the dark, oh can you not see? You still are crying out for you to be saved from reality. To be allowed your selfish dreams of fantasy. Childish dreams of life lived in paradise. Whispers of voices in your ears, no one cares about your tears.
But where will you go (where will you go)
With no one left to save you from yourself
You cant escape
The truth
I realize youre afraid (I realize)
But you cant abandon everyone
You can't escape
You don't want to escape
Break. Fall and know their will be no one to catch you except me. Know that their is no one else beyond what you see. Your fears are real, but you know you can not run. Will not fall, you just keep on holding on. Such strength the little slave has to keep holding on. You want to run, we know this, we can see. Everyone can see through your dreams, through your destinies. Pretend. Its true the way I feel, was promised by your fate. Even when your not with me, I am with you. You see it even when you close your eyes. When things go wrong just pretend the past isn't real, paint your memories. You can't escape from what has happened. Do you want to escape?
I'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands
Is it clear enough that you cant live your whole life all alone?
I can hear you when you whisper
But you cant even hear me screaming
Fear is only in our minds, taking over all our time. But it's taking over... Your such a poor sweet innocent, dry those eyes and curl up and die. You poor sweet innocent thing, you love to hate me don't you? So noble inside believing so high. But you hate just as much as the rest. Lower yourself, your not the best. Do you wonder why you hate? Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes? To live up to your shames? Can you hear them, can they hear you?
Where will you go (where will you go)
With no one left to save you from yourself
You cant escape
The truth
I realize you're afraid (I realize)
But you cant reject the whole world
You cant escape
You wont escape
You cant escape
You don't want to escape
You wont last. You love the way I look at you when I torture you, you know I will take it all away from you. Act like your someone else. Share what you've been through. Show your shame. You can't hold on. You make me the villian you have never said that one word. All you had to say was that one tiny word. Remember how you tried so hard to get away, yet you always...came crawling back? Does that make me the villian taking advantage of a situation before me? You never said that one word...you stupid little child. You wanted to run away but always came back. Your so afraid, you made your fears truths. Where will you run? Who will shelter you now?
Tell them the truth.
Tell everyone the truth.
You never said.
No.
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Song By Evanescence (Which one I forgot..)