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Oh man, I'm finally 'waking up' today. I've been staying up till like 3:00 am the past few nights fuckin around on Der Interwab.. I've noticed I really haven't updated about me in a while. Well here it goes.
I have been going to the dentist once a week for a few weeks now. I have had a cleaning, root canal, and a filling done. I still have a bunch of fillings and 5 extractions to go through. After that all should be good. I'm probably looking at being done with it by years end. We'll see. I actually don't hate going to the dentist. I get to lie around and do nothing for a while but open my mouth. Not a bad gig. Maybe I should become a gigolo. My dentist is really good. I have had almost no pain through all of this, even the procedures. The only real pain I have had was the Novocaine injections. Nothing like feeling a needle jab into the roof of your mouth and slide in until it hits the bone. I'm very excited though, I'll finally have teeth I am not embarrassed about.
Things at the home front are good. Nic just bought a 2005 Nissan Titan. It's so pretty! AND FUCKIN BIG! I swear I need to go buy a pathfinder or a sentra or something, our damn house is looking like a dealership with Mur's 350Z and Nic's truck. I have been working on a couple of cheesecake recipes and am looking into some other new adventures in cooking. Our lease is up in September, hopefully we can resign and they don't raise the rent to be something ridiculous. I don't really see that happening, the renter's market in North County seems to be dropping quite a bit. Honestly we 3 would really like to own. Renting is fun and all, but it would be nice to own something... especially in our neighborhood. We have some really cool neighbors. I really am happy at home. Sometimes I miss living with Bill though. Like there are days where I wish we had a huge house, like 3000+ sq ft so he could live with us.
As for me, I am well. Work still pretty much blows. Although business is picking up a little so I have stuff to do during the day. That way I am not just sitting on my ass staring at a computer screen hating life. I still need to find something else. I'm as far as I can go here, unless someone dies or quits, so no sense sticking around if the only way to go is laterally. I haven't been sleeping well lately. I think it's been a combination of the weather changes, the fact that I don't want to get up and come to work in the morning, and my mind doing too much thinking when it should be sleeping. So I have been staying up watching TV and playing in the computer until I can barely see, and then just dying when my head hits the pillow. I hate going to bed and where there are no noises or distractions my mind starts racing. That's the worst. Especially when it kicks into the 'poor lonely me' mind set. I mean, usually I am ok going to sleep at night alone, but lately it's been kinda hard. Just going through another one of those phases. They come from time to time. It sucks, but it's not like I am doing anything to fix it. Then again, I don't rightly know how. Never really had any game per say. Not like it matters. Being single has it's benefits. I can do whatever I want whenever I want. If I want to sit on my ass all day and night, not shower, wear a pair of ratty old shorts, play video games, and drink beer I can do that. I have a lot of me time. If I want to go hang out with some friends and pass out on their couch I can. There are some down sides to it to. Being the 3rd wheel is depressing. I mean I love going out with Nic and Mur, or Compton and Jess, or any combination of coupled friends, but it would be nice to have someone for me there. first question is, IS there someone out there for me! lol! Sometimes I think I am cursed. I mean look at the family history. Mom - single for almost 20 years. Uncle John - after 2 marriages and multiple crazy women (and I mean little white coats crazy) finally has found the love of his life and he's in his 50's. Dad - that guy has screwed up more relationships then I have fingers and toes lol! Paternal Uncles - few marriages, non of them lasting, no kids. (well the last I checked, which was a long time ago. I think Uncle Danny may have made it. Eh, we'll see. I'll just keep on keepin on.
This weekend we're all going to Disneyland (Nic, Mur, Compy, Jess, and I). I am so happy! I love it there! It's the 50th Anniversary! They are opening Space Mountain and the Matterhorn! I would imagine everything will be operational this weekend! Oh it's going to be a blast! I cant wait for the Beer-Truck Ride and the Bar-Ride! Hopefully this time we get to ride Peter Pan. the last 3 times I have been to Disneyland we have not been able to get on it.
Well that's about it for now. If you have any questions, I'm open 24 hours a day! I think I'm going to go fuck with people! Bye all!
I have been going to the dentist once a week for a few weeks now. I have had a cleaning, root canal, and a filling done. I still have a bunch of fillings and 5 extractions to go through. After that all should be good. I'm probably looking at being done with it by years end. We'll see. I actually don't hate going to the dentist. I get to lie around and do nothing for a while but open my mouth. Not a bad gig. Maybe I should become a gigolo. My dentist is really good. I have had almost no pain through all of this, even the procedures. The only real pain I have had was the Novocaine injections. Nothing like feeling a needle jab into the roof of your mouth and slide in until it hits the bone. I'm very excited though, I'll finally have teeth I am not embarrassed about.
Things at the home front are good. Nic just bought a 2005 Nissan Titan. It's so pretty! AND FUCKIN BIG! I swear I need to go buy a pathfinder or a sentra or something, our damn house is looking like a dealership with Mur's 350Z and Nic's truck. I have been working on a couple of cheesecake recipes and am looking into some other new adventures in cooking. Our lease is up in September, hopefully we can resign and they don't raise the rent to be something ridiculous. I don't really see that happening, the renter's market in North County seems to be dropping quite a bit. Honestly we 3 would really like to own. Renting is fun and all, but it would be nice to own something... especially in our neighborhood. We have some really cool neighbors. I really am happy at home. Sometimes I miss living with Bill though. Like there are days where I wish we had a huge house, like 3000+ sq ft so he could live with us.
As for me, I am well. Work still pretty much blows. Although business is picking up a little so I have stuff to do during the day. That way I am not just sitting on my ass staring at a computer screen hating life. I still need to find something else. I'm as far as I can go here, unless someone dies or quits, so no sense sticking around if the only way to go is laterally. I haven't been sleeping well lately. I think it's been a combination of the weather changes, the fact that I don't want to get up and come to work in the morning, and my mind doing too much thinking when it should be sleeping. So I have been staying up watching TV and playing in the computer until I can barely see, and then just dying when my head hits the pillow. I hate going to bed and where there are no noises or distractions my mind starts racing. That's the worst. Especially when it kicks into the 'poor lonely me' mind set. I mean, usually I am ok going to sleep at night alone, but lately it's been kinda hard. Just going through another one of those phases. They come from time to time. It sucks, but it's not like I am doing anything to fix it. Then again, I don't rightly know how. Never really had any game per say. Not like it matters. Being single has it's benefits. I can do whatever I want whenever I want. If I want to sit on my ass all day and night, not shower, wear a pair of ratty old shorts, play video games, and drink beer I can do that. I have a lot of me time. If I want to go hang out with some friends and pass out on their couch I can. There are some down sides to it to. Being the 3rd wheel is depressing. I mean I love going out with Nic and Mur, or Compton and Jess, or any combination of coupled friends, but it would be nice to have someone for me there. first question is, IS there someone out there for me! lol! Sometimes I think I am cursed. I mean look at the family history. Mom - single for almost 20 years. Uncle John - after 2 marriages and multiple crazy women (and I mean little white coats crazy) finally has found the love of his life and he's in his 50's. Dad - that guy has screwed up more relationships then I have fingers and toes lol! Paternal Uncles - few marriages, non of them lasting, no kids. (well the last I checked, which was a long time ago. I think Uncle Danny may have made it. Eh, we'll see. I'll just keep on keepin on.
This weekend we're all going to Disneyland (Nic, Mur, Compy, Jess, and I). I am so happy! I love it there! It's the 50th Anniversary! They are opening Space Mountain and the Matterhorn! I would imagine everything will be operational this weekend! Oh it's going to be a blast! I cant wait for the Beer-Truck Ride and the Bar-Ride! Hopefully this time we get to ride Peter Pan. the last 3 times I have been to Disneyland we have not been able to get on it.
Well that's about it for now. If you have any questions, I'm open 24 hours a day! I think I'm going to go fuck with people! Bye all!