letting go....
so...i sent the weekend in Rome. it was amazing, everything i thought it was going to be and more. i climbed literally 500 steps to the top of St. Peters Cathedral in the Vatican. we were on the dome looking over the whole city. it was so amazing!!! really it was breathtaking. i was thinking about how different my life is going to be when i come home. its was a strange feeling. i have changed so much as a person as it is. there is a lot of things that i have been letting go of while i have been here. "there is somthing about sadness that leaves us wanting more, a sickness that breathes.... from holding on to letting go, the change is like dying." (sleeping at last) parts of me are dying. some for good and some i have not decided yet.....only time will tell...distance makes the heart grow fonder. whatever you want to call it..i giving it all away and and we'll see what happens...i lift my eyes to the hills where does my help come from? my help comes from you maker of heaven and earth.
