wow
for the first time in my life I think that jenn was really right all these years. there has always been a certain person that i have looked up to and jenn has just not really felt like this someone has been a huge part of her life. well i always use to get in fights with jenn and yell when she would talk about this person well now i am starting to see how very right jenn really was. so i am not really apologizing to jenn i just wish that i could of seen this sooner so i wouldnt be so hurt right now. well i guess what i am trying to say is that i dont really feel like i am that important to this someone who i have always wanted to be like for as long as i can remember. well i guess i am going to go for now and hang with my mom.