May 25, 2005 12:39
Well, If I was in the physical state to come back last night I would have. But truth is I was really sick and tired, still am. I left Alex's house on some kind of drunken whim intending to return. I was walking to muchas by myself when I started throwing up on the side of the road. When I got there I ended up eating about 1/3 of my nachos and right afterwords was about the time when I realized it was a bad idea, and I started to sober up a little bit.
Was it stupid to leave in the first place? Yes. Am I sorry for making Heather all worried and upset? Yes.
When I get that drunk I do random stupid things. I was considering throwing a cement block through a church window, I guess I just wanted to destroy public property in general.
I'm sorry Heather. I'm not going to get that drunk for a while. And yes I am using my drunken state as an excuse for brash actions. I know if I was in my right mind I would never give up the opportunity to sleep next to you. I love sweetie and hopefully we can put this behind us soon.