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AHHHH!!!! I feel so different yet natural to myself. I seriously just don't care anymore! This is wonderful! Haha. Wooo. Last night I drove my mom and I to Coventry to babysit my cousins. I had a sweet time. I played with Derek (3) outside. We played soccer for a while and we wore eachother out. We made them dinner and once they were in bed i sat out on the dock with the green light ( :) ) and read my book. It was so peaceful and I felt fine. MY mom and I watched the Office and 30 Rock and then Southland, which is a really bad show. We drove home and I had troble getting to sleep but did eventually. Nice day out. Yes it was the beggining of March when I felt I had risen above all this badness but now I just don't even care about any, i mean any at all.
It's been a Long December
And there's reason to believe
maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember the last thing that you said as you were leaving
When the days go by so fast
And it;s one more day up in the canyon
And its one more night in Hollywood
If you think that I could be forgiven
I wish you would
The smell of hospitals in winter
and the feeling that it's all alot of oysters but no pealrs
And all at once she looks acrosws the croweded room
To see the way that light attaches to a girl
It's been a Long December
And there's reason to believe
maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember the last thing that you said as you were leaving
When the days go by so fast
And it;s one more day up in the canyon
And its one more night in Hollywood
If you think that I could be forgiven
I wish you would
The smell of hospitals in winter
and the feeling that it's all alot of oysters but no pealrs
And all at once she looks acrosws the croweded room
To see the way that light attaches to a girl