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How do you express, in words, how much you dislike someone? My sister is the opposite of a human being. literally. I think she is completely incapable of love. If she claims to love someone it has to be false and one-sided. She cannot love my parents because of much she takes them for grnated and trates them like losers who she's embarassed to be around. She obviously can't love me becuase I'm her punching bag. Sometimes literally. I'm seventeen now and I can't be physical with her. She knows it too. She's so quick to anger and so quick to violence. Tonight she slammed a door closed on me when i brought her a book and hit my foot. hard. Today she wanted to turn off the radio while i was playing it in the car and i turned it back on and she tunred it off and pushed me in the head saying not to do it again and when i tried defending myself she scratched my chest. she literally broke the skin. I'm actually afraid for my life sometimes becuase of how violent she is. I can't restrain her or defend myself becuase if i hurt her i can go to prison. and she knows it. so she provokes me even more by being more violent. It's a year and four months until college. It seems like that's all I'm looking forward to and that's sad. I don't want to rush that time. I really wish i didn't live at home sometimes. my parents are great and they love me but she hold all the power in this family. all of it. She is incapable of love. She hates. She manipulates. She loves....loves misery and seeing others unhappy. She is the opposite of a human being. This is not an exageration. She is dangerous, and evil