why did this happen?
I know its been awhile since my last update. Ooops. Well, now I have something very important happening. April told me that Chris called last night (I was out), and was crying and saying that he misses me and Nathan and he wants his family back. He's hoping I'll give him another chance and go out to Colorado with him in July to try and make it work. I have no fucking clue what to do. As most of you know, I've been seeing someone for the past couple of months. And this guy is great and I think I really love him. But at the same time I think I still love Chris, I mean, I guess I always will in some way. I know the right thing to do would be to try and make things work with the father of my son. But I am just still so pissed that he had to put me through all this to finally come to the realization that he does love me and wants to be a family. Dumbass. WTF!?!?!?!