Feb 07, 2006 21:26
its true what they say- time heals all wounds. well, my wounds arent healed but they are getting better with time. im slowly starting from scratch. I got a job at a vets office, which i absolutely love. Im starting to realize that even though one man managed to make life seem hopeless doesnt mean theres not another out there who can make it seem brighter. and i dont think ill even go looking for him anytime soon, anyways. I need more time to work out all my bad feelings, to get my life back together. to figure out what i want in this life. and hopefully someday the right guy will be ready to take me and all that i have to offer, and love me for all my qualities as well as my flaws.
i spent an hour earlier talking with an old boyfriend online. hes amazing. just for the simple fact that he makes me feel so good, all the time. he has never once shown any disrespect, has never come close to hurting me. after all these years (and its been a lot of years) hes still there for me and wants to make sure im ok, and do anything he can to make me smile. im sure you're wondering, "and why did you break up with him, then??". no more reason then the simple fact that i was young and stupid and couldnt handle the fact that he lived in another state. live and learn.