It's over
Well, for the second time, Tony and I have broken up. I think this time there will be no getting back together. So now my sole focus in life is taken care of Nathan, doing everything I can to be there for him, especially when his daddy leaves again. I'm going to get my life together in every way I can. I see big changes in my future. I have to change something big in order to move on. I have plenty of people who tell me Im strong and that Im doing a great job with Nate. Its time I start believing that. This time, Im focusing solely on planning a future just for me and Nate. And if eventually some great guy comes along and wants to be a part of that future, then good. If not, move on asshole, theres no room for you.