It's early and I can't sleep
I tried going to sleep around an hour ago and I couldn't. All I could do was lay in bed thinking about Stephanie and how amazing it is going to be when I see her again. All I can think about is how amazing it is going to be to kiss her again, to hug her again, to hold her again, to look into her beautiful eyes again, to just know that I am with her again. It feels like an eternity since the last time I saw her. I know that we are almost 2/3 of the way to seeing each other again, but sometimes that doesnt help. All I want is to be with her, to be able to cuddle up everynight and watch a movie, to be able to go out every night with each other, to stay up all night talking, to stay up all night doing "other things", to just be with her at all times. I know I also dont have to wait much longer for the day when we never have to leave each other, but I just want it now. I want her so much. I have missed a whole lot more than normal these past couple days especially Monday. Once again another anniversary came along and there was no way we could be together. It hurts so much to have to be apart from her on such special days as those. I know we only have to go one more anniversary without each other, but I dont want it to be anymore. I just want to be with her and now.
I honestly cannot wait til August 14th. It is all I think about. The moment I see her beautiful face again will be the best feeling in the world. I cant explain how amazing it is going to be to just hold her and kiss her once again. I am so glad that I get to be with her on her birthday. I had promised her from the moment we started dating back in April that I would be with her on her birthday and it's getting so close to her birthday and I couldn't be more excitied. I am going to give her the best birthday possible. I can't wait to be in Sebring and meet her parents, meet her friends, see all the places she always talks about, go parade her around certain places, back seat alone time, the beach, everything we do I know will be amazing and I cant wait.
Stephanie Lynn Hart it is only 19 days til I see beautiful face once again. I love you more than you could ever know. You are perfect and I cant wait to be with you forever.
I honestly cannot wait til August 14th. It is all I think about. The moment I see her beautiful face again will be the best feeling in the world. I cant explain how amazing it is going to be to just hold her and kiss her once again. I am so glad that I get to be with her on her birthday. I had promised her from the moment we started dating back in April that I would be with her on her birthday and it's getting so close to her birthday and I couldn't be more excitied. I am going to give her the best birthday possible. I can't wait to be in Sebring and meet her parents, meet her friends, see all the places she always talks about, go parade her around certain places, back seat alone time, the beach, everything we do I know will be amazing and I cant wait.
Stephanie Lynn Hart it is only 19 days til I see beautiful face once again. I love you more than you could ever know. You are perfect and I cant wait to be with you forever.