today

[nateisawesome]

sucks. My girlfriend is graduating from high school and I cant be there. It's such an awful feeling knowing that im missing out on such an important event in her life. I know that it wasnt possible for me to be there, but still it just leaves me feeling empty inside knowing what an important moment in her life that I missed. I just cant wait until she moves and she wont be 900 miles away. Life will be so much easier and better. Even if she does only move to North Carolina it is still only a 6 hour drive to there and hopefully she could come here and stay for the whole summer, and if she doesnt end up going to college here this fall then I could still drive to North Carolina 2-3 weekends a month and that would make things easier. These past couple of weeks I have realizied how hard a long distance relationship is. There will be some times that will be really hard, but in the end I know it will be worth it. The moment I see her beautiful face again, the moment I am kissing her again and just holding her will make all the hard nights we have had completely worth it. I pray everyday that her mom will see how happy she is with me and that she will give me a chance in the long run. I know that Ryan(douche bag) telling her that I am just a phase and doing everything he can to get her back and it's just not going to work. He had 4 years of chances to make things work with Stephanie and it didnt work. She was very very very unhappy with him, and well I have the pictures to prove how happy I make her. I am not bragging that I am the greatest thing sliced bread, but I am making her the happiest she has ever been and I have done this in a matter of about 2 weeks together. He couldnt make her that happy in the 4 years he had with her. I just cant wait to make her happy everyday for the rest of her life. Her smile quite possibly could be my favorite thing on the face of the Earth and I just cant wait to see her smile everyday for the rest of my life. Every night I go to bed dreaming about how amazing it will be when we are together, when we are married. I just know she makes the happiest person on the face of the Earth and I cant wait to spend the rest of my life with her.

Stephanie Lynn Hart

I love you with all of my heart and I cant wait to be with you forever