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im so emotionally depressed i cant cry. i just want to sleep the entire day away.
i know exactly what will happen now, ill disconnect myself from girls or everything altogether.
i hope i dont become the thing i hate the most but i think its a possiblity...
coming home is depressing now. going to work is depressing.
i guess i get what i deserve....because i fuck everything up. knowing that i want to give up.
nothing makes me happy now.
the day i move out im getting a tattoo.
now i dont know when ill call you because ill probably fuck what we have left of this relationship/friendship/anything, so maybe ill just stay away altogether and let you be happy. i dunno.
i didnt hang out with sabreena because id just get even more depressed.
now i relize why i stayed single for so long so, i wouldnt hurt anyone.....thats probably what ill do again.
i also relized i pretend to be happy too, its really not that hard.
i know exactly what will happen now, ill disconnect myself from girls or everything altogether.
i hope i dont become the thing i hate the most but i think its a possiblity...
coming home is depressing now. going to work is depressing.
i guess i get what i deserve....because i fuck everything up. knowing that i want to give up.
nothing makes me happy now.
the day i move out im getting a tattoo.
now i dont know when ill call you because ill probably fuck what we have left of this relationship/friendship/anything, so maybe ill just stay away altogether and let you be happy. i dunno.
i didnt hang out with sabreena because id just get even more depressed.
now i relize why i stayed single for so long so, i wouldnt hurt anyone.....thats probably what ill do again.
i also relized i pretend to be happy too, its really not that hard.