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Not much going on, no one really reads this anyway. I've been "in a relationship" now for almost a month and its frustrating already. I can only see her on Friday nights. Shes adfraid to tell her parents about me cause of how we met and the age difference. Good stuff.
I need to have a plan or something, to get out of this town, out of this paycheck to paycheck life of living with my controlling parents. I really need an education but what? Its welding or automotive and I can't decide. I don't think I can wait til next school year for my fincinal aid. I don't think I'll make it. And its so depressing somehow. I should be happy, my life seems to be taking more of a direction to it. I just need a plan. Somehow I will make it though this year I know, just if I shake this depression thing and the "bi-polar" crap. And get some more friends, they all seem to leaving or doing bigger, better things with their lifes then me.
Well no more depressing talk. I do have some friends I would do anything for, and have always been there.
I need to have a plan or something, to get out of this town, out of this paycheck to paycheck life of living with my controlling parents. I really need an education but what? Its welding or automotive and I can't decide. I don't think I can wait til next school year for my fincinal aid. I don't think I'll make it. And its so depressing somehow. I should be happy, my life seems to be taking more of a direction to it. I just need a plan. Somehow I will make it though this year I know, just if I shake this depression thing and the "bi-polar" crap. And get some more friends, they all seem to leaving or doing bigger, better things with their lifes then me.
Well no more depressing talk. I do have some friends I would do anything for, and have always been there.