numb

[natcrazy]

i don't care... about anything. it's not good. it feels like i'm missing something in my life. i feel depressed and i think i am depressed. i am depressed. how does it get like this. i just feel like giving up but a lot of people count on me. i really just want to disappear and not care about anything at all. i just want to be. left alone to my own devices... my own pace.

and i don't know how to be a girlfriend?

i just don't know what to be... i don't want to be anything i just want to be left alone... i know i've felt like this before but i can't put my finger on it.

if i could cry i would but there is nothing to cry over

not passion it about anything

i'm depressed