to my munchkin
I hope you are having a fantastic time in budapest.
I feel so sad when people I love leave me because I don't feel like I am worth while for them to stay or to miss and I don't expect you to do anything.
It hit me tonight how much I truly love you( I don't know how to express this more deeply but I am in love with you completely and I feel solid on that). I don't expect anything of you while you are in budapest and I support you completely. I just felt the need to let you know with out actually letting you know out right that I miss you dearly and think of you every moment.
I'm sure you have a lot on your mind and a lot to process with everything that is going on in your life. I don't want to add to that. If you need anything I'm here. I'm here waiting for you to return. Waiting to tell you, "see I told you I'd be here when you got back. I told you that I'm not going to leave you. No matter what I will always want to be a part of your life. Always, I can and I will promise you that" Until then I will try to keep sane and take care of myself to the best of my ability. I have wonderful people surrounding me: Rachel, Vanessa, Maddie, Bri. I'm covered. Have fun and don't hold back. I love you with all my heart.
<3
nat
I feel so sad when people I love leave me because I don't feel like I am worth while for them to stay or to miss and I don't expect you to do anything.
It hit me tonight how much I truly love you( I don't know how to express this more deeply but I am in love with you completely and I feel solid on that). I don't expect anything of you while you are in budapest and I support you completely. I just felt the need to let you know with out actually letting you know out right that I miss you dearly and think of you every moment.
I'm sure you have a lot on your mind and a lot to process with everything that is going on in your life. I don't want to add to that. If you need anything I'm here. I'm here waiting for you to return. Waiting to tell you, "see I told you I'd be here when you got back. I told you that I'm not going to leave you. No matter what I will always want to be a part of your life. Always, I can and I will promise you that" Until then I will try to keep sane and take care of myself to the best of my ability. I have wonderful people surrounding me: Rachel, Vanessa, Maddie, Bri. I'm covered. Have fun and don't hold back. I love you with all my heart.
<3
nat