This Weekend....
Well this weekend was interesting... Oh oh but first... I just came from a conference with my TA about my twelve page paper that is currently only 4 pages long. Anyways, the paper is mostly shit right now but 2 paragraphs she thought were amazing! yay that made me really really happy. And she helped me structure my paper too. I like my TA! yaya
Okay going back to this weekend... wow so much happened. Broke it off with Nikki and now I kinda feel bad but it's for the best, besides we still talk in fact i spent my entire day chatting with her online. Saturday I decided when finally woke up that I would go to Emily's performance to Vagina Monologues if I could go with Teresa if not I would just end up going to the pre-party and dance... but I ended up going to see Emily. I was so freakin nervous but excited to go. And I am ubber glad I went. Now I just gotta be careful I don't fall back into that state of sorta depressed over my ex-feeling.. So far so good. So in order to do this I've decided not to add her back on facebook or aim... Sorry Em but you know I got to do it. I know myself and I know I would be jealous of her and be looking her up on facebook constantly so I want to spare myself. Besides we're good right now. I talk to her on the phone and text her. It's good and I'm happy. :) yay. and surprisingly excited. So yea we talk. In fact we talked from around 5 to 8 in the morning on Sunday.
Oy I suppose I need to tell you the back story... So i got home from Irvine at around 11ish and felt weird and confused... very very confused and well my roommate was drunk. So I decide to have a drink. Actually I had multiple drinks. 2 double shots and a cooler. So I got buzzed. Then started talking to Nikki and another guy online. Then I decided to go visit this other guy... This is after the buzzyness had gone down some. Well one thing lead to another and well lets just say that I'm no longer a virgin. Haha ha ha... after that Emily texted me and I couldn't text back very well so I just called her and told her everything.... Thanks Em for listening to all my crap from that night. Oy so yea... that was my weekend. Talk about complicated life I have now. I swear I talk to my suite mate Nirali and she laughs at me because I have sooooo many things going on in the sense of relationships and past relationships. I talk to Brandon almost everyday then of course there is Nikki and now I'm talking to Emily as well. And to add to that there is this new boy... coincidentally i work out with him every Monday Wednesday and Friday... I really hope it's not awkward... really. O yea and I was his absolute first anything... aka he hadn't even kissed a girl.
What did I get myself into.... Don't know. I'm not gonna worry about it because I'm actually surprisingly doing very well right now :)
I send out my love!
Okay going back to this weekend... wow so much happened. Broke it off with Nikki and now I kinda feel bad but it's for the best, besides we still talk in fact i spent my entire day chatting with her online. Saturday I decided when finally woke up that I would go to Emily's performance to Vagina Monologues if I could go with Teresa if not I would just end up going to the pre-party and dance... but I ended up going to see Emily. I was so freakin nervous but excited to go. And I am ubber glad I went. Now I just gotta be careful I don't fall back into that state of sorta depressed over my ex-feeling.. So far so good. So in order to do this I've decided not to add her back on facebook or aim... Sorry Em but you know I got to do it. I know myself and I know I would be jealous of her and be looking her up on facebook constantly so I want to spare myself. Besides we're good right now. I talk to her on the phone and text her. It's good and I'm happy. :) yay. and surprisingly excited. So yea we talk. In fact we talked from around 5 to 8 in the morning on Sunday.
Oy I suppose I need to tell you the back story... So i got home from Irvine at around 11ish and felt weird and confused... very very confused and well my roommate was drunk. So I decide to have a drink. Actually I had multiple drinks. 2 double shots and a cooler. So I got buzzed. Then started talking to Nikki and another guy online. Then I decided to go visit this other guy... This is after the buzzyness had gone down some. Well one thing lead to another and well lets just say that I'm no longer a virgin. Haha ha ha... after that Emily texted me and I couldn't text back very well so I just called her and told her everything.... Thanks Em for listening to all my crap from that night. Oy so yea... that was my weekend. Talk about complicated life I have now. I swear I talk to my suite mate Nirali and she laughs at me because I have sooooo many things going on in the sense of relationships and past relationships. I talk to Brandon almost everyday then of course there is Nikki and now I'm talking to Emily as well. And to add to that there is this new boy... coincidentally i work out with him every Monday Wednesday and Friday... I really hope it's not awkward... really. O yea and I was his absolute first anything... aka he hadn't even kissed a girl.
What did I get myself into.... Don't know. I'm not gonna worry about it because I'm actually surprisingly doing very well right now :)
I send out my love!