Dec 23, 2007 12:56
i got quite irritated with her yesterday.
that's an understatement. freaking hell what's so difficult about buying a few things that are like, what less than 10bucks altogether?? and it's always my daddy organising, so i decided to help him this year since it's his birthday on christmas eve; why should he organise the minute details about his own birthday?!
every year getting pushed around, i'm getting sick of it. i think she or her family didn't get it. i was pretty damn firm about them getting the stuff, i mean everyone a fair share right? and not as if the rest of them aren't doing enough already, seafood and chicken wings are not cheap for an extended family of 30, 40 okay.
and you reply this morning, telling me since your WHOLE family is coming late, you won't be getting it. excuses, excuses. and to think the excuses given to teachers about homework was lame. this is atrocious and irresponsible.
sometimes i just think the rest of them don't give a damn about their own family and it is the old old people- my grandmother keeping the flame going. and my daddy is just being way too nice. but i won't trouble him this year. i think i'll REALLY HATE IT if i gotta organise the whole thing, filling up the gaps for the party to be successful even on my own special day. i would rather coop in the room myself and read a book, honestly.
i'm not saying i won't enjoy the party tonight. but i guess the esteem i held for you in the past ain't there anymore. don't treat your family as a convenience.