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So on a last decision basis...instead of getting my tattoo, I was kinda invited to go to Tampa.
Alone, no Bebe or Mike. Just hanging out with Chris by myself. Meaning. I got all of the attention..
I was making him smile and laugh. He asked ME what I wanted to do. He only talked to me.
He was so sweet.
He was always smiling
He's everything I want to just be mine
He doesnt have to try to impress anyone, he already impresses me.
But no, he doesnt realize that
Or maybe even if he knew i would do....anything to fucking be his. He wouldent even care.
I mean you cant just randomly sleep with someone twice and make out with them 4 times And actualy have a good time...laughing...and cuddling, and putting his arms around my waist and kissing my forehead.... And then just not like the person AT ALL.
Why cant my mind not do this to me....
fuck.
these two days were great...I want to relive them....
Alone, no Bebe or Mike. Just hanging out with Chris by myself. Meaning. I got all of the attention..
I was making him smile and laugh. He asked ME what I wanted to do. He only talked to me.
He was so sweet.
He was always smiling
He's everything I want to just be mine
He doesnt have to try to impress anyone, he already impresses me.
But no, he doesnt realize that
Or maybe even if he knew i would do....anything to fucking be his. He wouldent even care.
I mean you cant just randomly sleep with someone twice and make out with them 4 times And actualy have a good time...laughing...and cuddling, and putting his arms around my waist and kissing my forehead.... And then just not like the person AT ALL.
Why cant my mind not do this to me....
fuck.
these two days were great...I want to relive them....