on the surface he looks calm & ready to drop bombs but he keeps on forgetting what he wrote down
there's that moment in the middle of any occurence that feels like falling that moment of "holy shit there's nothing beneath my feet & i'm not sure how or where or when i'll land..."
& for some reason you feel it more whenever love or money are concerned.
I Haven't Had A Cigarette In 7.5 Hours!
i'm freaking out a bit here i apologize.
anyways, yes, i've paid & confirmed location & travel in chi-town (eep) & yes i can tell you i arrive via train at union station at 3:55 pm on july 28th nope i can't tell you where the event is going to be & yes i need a cigarette... i went outside a couple times with my coffee to take a fake smoke break...i flicked my bic & cooed at the cats & read my magazine but i've had enough of that shit. give me a smokie. i don't care if they're horrible & bad & stinky. i like 'em... i need one...
back to the endless correspondence.
kiss kiss
& for some reason you feel it more whenever love or money are concerned.
I Haven't Had A Cigarette In 7.5 Hours!
i'm freaking out a bit here i apologize.
anyways, yes, i've paid & confirmed location & travel in chi-town (eep) & yes i can tell you i arrive via train at union station at 3:55 pm on july 28th nope i can't tell you where the event is going to be & yes i need a cigarette... i went outside a couple times with my coffee to take a fake smoke break...i flicked my bic & cooed at the cats & read my magazine but i've had enough of that shit. give me a smokie. i don't care if they're horrible & bad & stinky. i like 'em... i need one...
back to the endless correspondence.
kiss kiss