[Viewfinder fic] All I want and need is you [ch18] The End
Title: All I want and need is you
Fandom: Viewfinder
Characters: Asami/Akihito, Mark
Warning: some fluff
Disclaimer: All characters belong to Yamane Ayano. Mark is mine.
Summary: Asami 'invites' Akihito to go on a vacation for a couple of days. Asami has to deal with a couple of problems involving his own emotions, and like that he starts to act weird around Akihito. And what about Akihito?
Note: This is the last chapter, but there will be a couple of extra, like meeting Akihito's parents.. XD
Masterlist
Chapter 18
Akihito didn’t know how much better he felt when the boy had whispered those words. Those words meant more to him then he would ever let the boy in his arms know.
He knew Akihito had felt the shiver after those three spoken words and he knew that the boy understood it. He was glad that Akihito didn’t ask anymore questions about his parents, because he wouldn’t be able to tell more about them.
It had been so long ago that he couldn’t remember much of them anymore. After he had found out who had killed his family he had been blinded by revenge and hatred. It had only gone away after he had dealt with every last one of those who were involved.
Very few of his own men know the reason why he is the person he is right now. Those have been with him almost since the beginning. That’s why he only trusted them to guard and keep Akihito safe.
He hid his nose in the sandy colored hair of the boy in his lap. He inhaled deeply, loving how Akihito smelled. He had never thought that he would have someone who could touch him like this boy. After he had taken his revenge, he had vowed to never let his heart wander again.
He wasn’t prepared to lose someone so close to him. That’s also one of the reasons he first kept Akihito at a certain distance. But in the end it didn’t matter, from the first time had met the boy he had know that Akihito was special. He just didn’t know in what kind of sense.
He smiled; it seemed Akihito had fallen asleep while he had been lost in his own thoughts. Not that it mattered. They still had a long trip before they would be home. So his boy could catch up some sleep, while he tried to think of something to tell Akihito’s parents about them.
He already knew everything about Akihito’s parents so that wouldn’t be a problem. He also knew that Akihito was very close to his parents. That was also the reason why his lover couldn’t come up with an easy way to tell his parents.
It didn’t seem that hard for him. Maybe it was better if they just visited and told them directly the truth. It was the easiest solution. He just hoped that Akihito’s parents would take it well. Also he hoped that they didn’t say anything that would hurt their son, because then he would be very angry to say the least. And they would know that. He wasn’t planning on letting his lover get hurt, not even by his own parents. He just hoped that it wouldn’t have to be that way.
He chuckled, when Akihito said his name in his sleep. He had never told the boy that he would talk in his sleep sometimes. Almost always he would wake up from a sleep talking Akihito next to him. Most of the times he would stay awake and listen to what his boy had to say. He enjoyed listening to Akihito. He would never tire of the sounds his lover could produce.
He decided that maybe it wouldn’t be so bad to catch some sleep too. After all they still had some time to go. He liked the weight on top of him. Also it reassured him when he was asleep that Akihito was with him.
He laid his head comfortably on the headset behind him. Before he fell asleep he gave his boy a soft kiss on his forehead.
He woke only to find out that he was in the same position as that he had fallen asleep. He also noticed that Ryuichi was sleeping soundly. He smiled at the calm expression on the man’s face.
He was still getting used to all the new expressions Ryuichi could make. One of them was when the yakuza was asleep. Before the man had a guarded look when he slept, but now Ryuichi had a completely different expression. For that he was glad. Before he had always felt like something could happen any moment.
Then he remembered that Ryuichi always made sure that he was awake when he woke up. Also the yakuza always waited until he fell asleep to go to sleep himself. He had noticed this a long time ago. But it wasn’t like this anymore.
Well, not completely. The one thing that hadn’t changed from Ryuichi’s sleeping habits was that the man always had to hold him. Or make sure that he was till there. He was even sure that it had only become more necessary for the man to know that he was still there.
After he had heard the story of Ryuichi’s parents he had understood a lot of the man’s behaviour. Holding him while sleeping probably calmed the yakuza down. So that he too could sleep without having to worry. Because even if Ryuichi didn’t show it, he still knew when the man was worried about something. He knew the yakuza long enough now.
He lifted his hand up to let it ret on the man’s cheek. He smiled when Ryuichi leaned into his touch. Then he remembered something from their last flight. He had done almost the exact same thing then. But that had awoken the older man. He frowned, was Ryuichi awake like last time or not?
Then he decided that it didn’t matter if Ryuichi was awake or not. A lot had changed between the last time he had done this and now. Now he wouldn’t be as ashamed as he was then. He could also clearly remember how Ryuichi had reacted. The man had enjoyed it. That he knew for sure. But he still didn’t quite know what Ryuichi had been thinking at that time.
He slowly moved forward before placing a soft kiss on the man’s lips. He backed away to see if Ryuichi woke up but the man didn’t. That was one of the first kisses he had given the man on his own free will. If he was honest, he was pretty proud of himself.
He had thought that it would be hard and embarrassing but Ryuichi just let him go at his own pace. For that he was very thankful. Now he got to do everything he first didn’t dare to do or even think about doing.
Ryuichi knew that he needed more time to get used to new things then other people and he had noticed that Ryuichi helped him in his own way. That he did also appreciate.
He sighed, wondering how long it was until they were home. As he looked out the window he could see that it was dark. He leaned over to the window to get a better look at what was underneath them. Beneath them were thousands of lights. So he figured that they were flying above a huge city.
Suddenly he was pulled back in his former position by strong hands. He was staring into two golden eyes. ‘’Slept well?’’ Ryuichi asked him in a kind of sleepy voice. He smiled before answering the man, ‘’yeah and I guess I was not the only one.’’
‘’Guessed right. So what were you doing just now?’’ The older man asked him in a soft voice. Then something came to him mind and his eyes widened just a little. He hadn’t awoken the man by leaning forward, had he?
‘’Sorry for waking you, I didn’t mean to do that.’’ He quickly said, feeling guilty. He knew the yakuza needed to catch up some sleep because when they would be back, he knew his lover would just go back to work like they hadn’t just gone on a vacation.
Ryuichi chuckled before shaking his head slowly. ‘’No, you didn’t wake me up, Akihito. Don’t worry about that.’’ The yakuza replied before kissing him softly on his lips. Taking him completely by surprise.
He leaned into the kiss and put his arms around the man's neck. One hand came up to play with the black hair of the man. He slowly opened his mouth when the man gently asked for entrance with his tongue.
The second their tongues found each other, he softly melted. Somehow he still couldn’t quit get used to the kisses Ryuichi could give him. He had a feeling that said man knew this very well.
Ryuichi let his lips free when they both needed to breathe. He was panting from the kiss and was glad to notice that he wasn’t the only one who was affected by their kiss. He leaned forward to rest his forehead against the man’s. Then he closed his eyes while still trying to catch his breath.
‘’Seems we are almost home.’’ Ryuichi softly whispered after some time. He opened his eyes again to look into two golden eyes. Then he realized the man had been watching him the whole time. He bushed while casting is eyes down.
After a moment he remembered what Ryuichi had said and looked outside the window to see that the lights he had seen earlier were slowly getting bigger. He smiled, ‘’that was about to be time.’’ He softly whispered.
Ryuichi chuckled before kissing him softly on his forehead. ‘’Go back to your seat. I think we will be landing shortly.’’ The man told him. He nodded before going back to his own seat.
Indeed, just as the older man had said their pilot announced that they were going to land in a couple of moments. He leaned back into his seat and watched as the lights of Tokyo were coming closer and closer.
After a couple of seconds he could feel the plane touching the ground of the runway. The pilot announced that everything had gone smoothly and he welcomed them back in a happy voice.
They were out of the airplane in a couple of seconds. A black car was already waiting for them to take them wherever they wanted to go.
They quickly got in and after Ryuichi had ordered the driver to bring them home, they took off into the night.
He had no idea how late it was but that didn’t matter anymore. They were almost home. He glanced at Ryuichi who was calmly looking outside the window. He smiled and shook his head. Never would he have guessed that he would come to love someone like this man. But in the end e was glad that it had turned out this way.
Then he remembered something from earlier. ‘’Ryuichi, have you already come up with an idea how to tell my parents?’’ He quietly asked. It wasn’t his favourite topic and he wanted to be done with it as soon as possible.
He could see Ryuichi smile in the reflection of the window before the man turned to look at him. ‘’I will tell you when we get home.’’ Ryuichi said.
A couple of minutes later the car came to a stop. They got out and he recognised the tall building. Starting today he would live there too.
They walked inside and the yakuza was welcomed back by the workers. Ryuichi only gave them a small nod before they disappeared into the elevator.
‘’So tell me, Ryuichi.’’ He asked the man while he leaned back on the wall opposite of the elevator door. He could see the yakuza smirk out of the corner of his eyes before he was pressed into the wall by his lover’s body.
‘’Oh, I will tell you but first I have to do something much more important.’’ Ryuichi softly whispered into his ear, sending shivers down his back. He had a feeling that he knew what the man meant by that more important matter.
He waited for the yakuza to do something but the man didn’t. When the elevator arrived at their floor, the door got open with a soft ‘ping’. He was lifted up bridal style by Ryuichi. He quickly threw his arms around the man’s neck to prevent him self from falling. Not that he needed to, Ryuichi would never let him fall. Even if he did fall the man would always make sure to catch him.
When they arrived at the door of the apartment, he noticed that the door was already opened. Ryuichi walked in and stopped after a couple of steps in the living room. ‘’Welcome home, Akihito.’’ Ryuichi whispered with a husky voice into his ear before walking them over to the huge bedroom.
He smiled when the man laid him gently on the bed. He mentioned for the yakuza to follow him. When he was completely covered by the man’s body he started to kiss Ryuichi with everything he had. To show the man what he felt. The man responded with the same feelings. When they broke apart, they were both panting hard.
As clothes were torn away from their bodies and they finally were joined together like it was their first time, the only thought that went through his head was, finally home.
The End
Note: This is the last chapter, but there will be a couple of extra, like meeting Akihito's parents.. XD
Fandom: Viewfinder
Characters: Asami/Akihito, Mark
Warning: some fluff
Disclaimer: All characters belong to Yamane Ayano. Mark is mine.
Summary: Asami 'invites' Akihito to go on a vacation for a couple of days. Asami has to deal with a couple of problems involving his own emotions, and like that he starts to act weird around Akihito. And what about Akihito?
Note: This is the last chapter, but there will be a couple of extra, like meeting Akihito's parents.. XD
Masterlist
Chapter 18
Akihito didn’t know how much better he felt when the boy had whispered those words. Those words meant more to him then he would ever let the boy in his arms know.
He knew Akihito had felt the shiver after those three spoken words and he knew that the boy understood it. He was glad that Akihito didn’t ask anymore questions about his parents, because he wouldn’t be able to tell more about them.
It had been so long ago that he couldn’t remember much of them anymore. After he had found out who had killed his family he had been blinded by revenge and hatred. It had only gone away after he had dealt with every last one of those who were involved.
Very few of his own men know the reason why he is the person he is right now. Those have been with him almost since the beginning. That’s why he only trusted them to guard and keep Akihito safe.
He hid his nose in the sandy colored hair of the boy in his lap. He inhaled deeply, loving how Akihito smelled. He had never thought that he would have someone who could touch him like this boy. After he had taken his revenge, he had vowed to never let his heart wander again.
He wasn’t prepared to lose someone so close to him. That’s also one of the reasons he first kept Akihito at a certain distance. But in the end it didn’t matter, from the first time had met the boy he had know that Akihito was special. He just didn’t know in what kind of sense.
He smiled; it seemed Akihito had fallen asleep while he had been lost in his own thoughts. Not that it mattered. They still had a long trip before they would be home. So his boy could catch up some sleep, while he tried to think of something to tell Akihito’s parents about them.
He already knew everything about Akihito’s parents so that wouldn’t be a problem. He also knew that Akihito was very close to his parents. That was also the reason why his lover couldn’t come up with an easy way to tell his parents.
It didn’t seem that hard for him. Maybe it was better if they just visited and told them directly the truth. It was the easiest solution. He just hoped that Akihito’s parents would take it well. Also he hoped that they didn’t say anything that would hurt their son, because then he would be very angry to say the least. And they would know that. He wasn’t planning on letting his lover get hurt, not even by his own parents. He just hoped that it wouldn’t have to be that way.
He chuckled, when Akihito said his name in his sleep. He had never told the boy that he would talk in his sleep sometimes. Almost always he would wake up from a sleep talking Akihito next to him. Most of the times he would stay awake and listen to what his boy had to say. He enjoyed listening to Akihito. He would never tire of the sounds his lover could produce.
He decided that maybe it wouldn’t be so bad to catch some sleep too. After all they still had some time to go. He liked the weight on top of him. Also it reassured him when he was asleep that Akihito was with him.
He laid his head comfortably on the headset behind him. Before he fell asleep he gave his boy a soft kiss on his forehead.
He woke only to find out that he was in the same position as that he had fallen asleep. He also noticed that Ryuichi was sleeping soundly. He smiled at the calm expression on the man’s face.
He was still getting used to all the new expressions Ryuichi could make. One of them was when the yakuza was asleep. Before the man had a guarded look when he slept, but now Ryuichi had a completely different expression. For that he was glad. Before he had always felt like something could happen any moment.
Then he remembered that Ryuichi always made sure that he was awake when he woke up. Also the yakuza always waited until he fell asleep to go to sleep himself. He had noticed this a long time ago. But it wasn’t like this anymore.
Well, not completely. The one thing that hadn’t changed from Ryuichi’s sleeping habits was that the man always had to hold him. Or make sure that he was till there. He was even sure that it had only become more necessary for the man to know that he was still there.
After he had heard the story of Ryuichi’s parents he had understood a lot of the man’s behaviour. Holding him while sleeping probably calmed the yakuza down. So that he too could sleep without having to worry. Because even if Ryuichi didn’t show it, he still knew when the man was worried about something. He knew the yakuza long enough now.
He lifted his hand up to let it ret on the man’s cheek. He smiled when Ryuichi leaned into his touch. Then he remembered something from their last flight. He had done almost the exact same thing then. But that had awoken the older man. He frowned, was Ryuichi awake like last time or not?
Then he decided that it didn’t matter if Ryuichi was awake or not. A lot had changed between the last time he had done this and now. Now he wouldn’t be as ashamed as he was then. He could also clearly remember how Ryuichi had reacted. The man had enjoyed it. That he knew for sure. But he still didn’t quite know what Ryuichi had been thinking at that time.
He slowly moved forward before placing a soft kiss on the man’s lips. He backed away to see if Ryuichi woke up but the man didn’t. That was one of the first kisses he had given the man on his own free will. If he was honest, he was pretty proud of himself.
He had thought that it would be hard and embarrassing but Ryuichi just let him go at his own pace. For that he was very thankful. Now he got to do everything he first didn’t dare to do or even think about doing.
Ryuichi knew that he needed more time to get used to new things then other people and he had noticed that Ryuichi helped him in his own way. That he did also appreciate.
He sighed, wondering how long it was until they were home. As he looked out the window he could see that it was dark. He leaned over to the window to get a better look at what was underneath them. Beneath them were thousands of lights. So he figured that they were flying above a huge city.
Suddenly he was pulled back in his former position by strong hands. He was staring into two golden eyes. ‘’Slept well?’’ Ryuichi asked him in a kind of sleepy voice. He smiled before answering the man, ‘’yeah and I guess I was not the only one.’’
‘’Guessed right. So what were you doing just now?’’ The older man asked him in a soft voice. Then something came to him mind and his eyes widened just a little. He hadn’t awoken the man by leaning forward, had he?
‘’Sorry for waking you, I didn’t mean to do that.’’ He quickly said, feeling guilty. He knew the yakuza needed to catch up some sleep because when they would be back, he knew his lover would just go back to work like they hadn’t just gone on a vacation.
Ryuichi chuckled before shaking his head slowly. ‘’No, you didn’t wake me up, Akihito. Don’t worry about that.’’ The yakuza replied before kissing him softly on his lips. Taking him completely by surprise.
He leaned into the kiss and put his arms around the man's neck. One hand came up to play with the black hair of the man. He slowly opened his mouth when the man gently asked for entrance with his tongue.
The second their tongues found each other, he softly melted. Somehow he still couldn’t quit get used to the kisses Ryuichi could give him. He had a feeling that said man knew this very well.
Ryuichi let his lips free when they both needed to breathe. He was panting from the kiss and was glad to notice that he wasn’t the only one who was affected by their kiss. He leaned forward to rest his forehead against the man’s. Then he closed his eyes while still trying to catch his breath.
‘’Seems we are almost home.’’ Ryuichi softly whispered after some time. He opened his eyes again to look into two golden eyes. Then he realized the man had been watching him the whole time. He bushed while casting is eyes down.
After a moment he remembered what Ryuichi had said and looked outside the window to see that the lights he had seen earlier were slowly getting bigger. He smiled, ‘’that was about to be time.’’ He softly whispered.
Ryuichi chuckled before kissing him softly on his forehead. ‘’Go back to your seat. I think we will be landing shortly.’’ The man told him. He nodded before going back to his own seat.
Indeed, just as the older man had said their pilot announced that they were going to land in a couple of moments. He leaned back into his seat and watched as the lights of Tokyo were coming closer and closer.
After a couple of seconds he could feel the plane touching the ground of the runway. The pilot announced that everything had gone smoothly and he welcomed them back in a happy voice.
They were out of the airplane in a couple of seconds. A black car was already waiting for them to take them wherever they wanted to go.
They quickly got in and after Ryuichi had ordered the driver to bring them home, they took off into the night.
He had no idea how late it was but that didn’t matter anymore. They were almost home. He glanced at Ryuichi who was calmly looking outside the window. He smiled and shook his head. Never would he have guessed that he would come to love someone like this man. But in the end e was glad that it had turned out this way.
Then he remembered something from earlier. ‘’Ryuichi, have you already come up with an idea how to tell my parents?’’ He quietly asked. It wasn’t his favourite topic and he wanted to be done with it as soon as possible.
He could see Ryuichi smile in the reflection of the window before the man turned to look at him. ‘’I will tell you when we get home.’’ Ryuichi said.
A couple of minutes later the car came to a stop. They got out and he recognised the tall building. Starting today he would live there too.
They walked inside and the yakuza was welcomed back by the workers. Ryuichi only gave them a small nod before they disappeared into the elevator.
‘’So tell me, Ryuichi.’’ He asked the man while he leaned back on the wall opposite of the elevator door. He could see the yakuza smirk out of the corner of his eyes before he was pressed into the wall by his lover’s body.
‘’Oh, I will tell you but first I have to do something much more important.’’ Ryuichi softly whispered into his ear, sending shivers down his back. He had a feeling that he knew what the man meant by that more important matter.
He waited for the yakuza to do something but the man didn’t. When the elevator arrived at their floor, the door got open with a soft ‘ping’. He was lifted up bridal style by Ryuichi. He quickly threw his arms around the man’s neck to prevent him self from falling. Not that he needed to, Ryuichi would never let him fall. Even if he did fall the man would always make sure to catch him.
When they arrived at the door of the apartment, he noticed that the door was already opened. Ryuichi walked in and stopped after a couple of steps in the living room. ‘’Welcome home, Akihito.’’ Ryuichi whispered with a husky voice into his ear before walking them over to the huge bedroom.
He smiled when the man laid him gently on the bed. He mentioned for the yakuza to follow him. When he was completely covered by the man’s body he started to kiss Ryuichi with everything he had. To show the man what he felt. The man responded with the same feelings. When they broke apart, they were both panting hard.
As clothes were torn away from their bodies and they finally were joined together like it was their first time, the only thought that went through his head was, finally home.
The End
Note: This is the last chapter, but there will be a couple of extra, like meeting Akihito's parents.. XD