rant rant and rant
I've been very very busy since the beginning of this year. Exchange program and thesis, these two things had robbed my happy-time for fandom. I can't say that my life in Thailand wasn't fun, it was just a bit tiring and difficult because I don't understand the language and Thailand is very very hot. But, it was such a nice experience to be able to meet new friends, visiting some good places, and learning new culture. To say that I'm satisfied, yeah I'm satisfied.
There is one thing that makes me feel disappointed though. I can't join graduation ceremony this semester, which will be held on September, because I don't want to defend my thesis next month and risking my grade. I hate my university. My advisor will be going to Malaysia for her research and she will be back two days after the day of the thesis deadline. fml. She said that if I persist to defend my thesis next month, I probably would get only B or C+ which will definitely ruin my GPA and my plan for master scholarship. Again, I hate my university. Thus, I've decided not to hand in my thesis next week. For a better grade and future. Yet, I still have this bitter feeling because I can't join graduation ceremony this semester.
My thesis defense would be held on August or early September, according to my advisor. Before the graduation ceremony. But, I still can't join the graduation ceremony and have to wait for another 5 months to join the graduation ceremony next semester. WHYYYYY?!!!! I hate system. Like, really really hate. Some people said "It's just a celebration, you're still going to graduate this semester tho. Don't be too disappointed." I KNOW. I KNOW ;___; Oh God, you must be have one good reason for this, right? /prays
Good things from the fact that my thesis defense date got postponed are :
Uh.. I feel better after writing this.
The weather is so horrible lately, take care of your health guys.
Bye~
There is one thing that makes me feel disappointed though. I can't join graduation ceremony this semester, which will be held on September, because I don't want to defend my thesis next month and risking my grade. I hate my university. My advisor will be going to Malaysia for her research and she will be back two days after the day of the thesis deadline. fml. She said that if I persist to defend my thesis next month, I probably would get only B or C+ which will definitely ruin my GPA and my plan for master scholarship. Again, I hate my university. Thus, I've decided not to hand in my thesis next week. For a better grade and future. Yet, I still have this bitter feeling because I can't join graduation ceremony this semester.
My thesis defense would be held on August or early September, according to my advisor. Before the graduation ceremony. But, I still can't join the graduation ceremony and have to wait for another 5 months to join the graduation ceremony next semester. WHYYYYY?!!!! I hate system. Like, really really hate. Some people said "It's just a celebration, you're still going to graduate this semester tho. Don't be too disappointed." I KNOW. I KNOW ;___; Oh God, you must be have one good reason for this, right? /prays
Good things from the fact that my thesis defense date got postponed are :
- I have time to study Japanese again
- more time to flail (KAT-TUN, JE, dorama, I MISS YOU GUYS!)
- 3 months left to write such a perfect thesis they would give me an A
- My mom don't say anything about my Japan-trip-plan (NO CHANGE OF PLAN! I'LL BE GOING TO JAPAN)
- I can sleep without thinking "omg the deadline is next week!!!"
- save money for To The Limit. lol. I'm sure most of hyphens already listen to this song. You have to buy this single. Both if possible. If not? There must be a way. lol
Uh.. I feel better after writing this.
The weather is so horrible lately, take care of your health guys.
Bye~