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there are so many things i know about so many people...
and they don't know that i know these things.
i'm not talking about the mean things you hear every day.
i'm talking about nice things, sweet things, cute things
things i randomly think of and make me smile
things that make me happy that i know someone who did these things.
i want to hug them and tell them how special they are.
and sometimes i hear sad things about people.
people i don't know very well, or people i do know... but won't tell me these stories.
and i want to hug them and tell them it's ok.
but i can't do these things.
and i hate it.
i wish people would realize that sometimes.. it's ok.
there's nothing wrong with being embarrassed.
chances are, there are a million other people who have felt the same way
and have been wating for somebody who understands.
that's how i felt when i finally started making friends.
i was surprised at how many things i could say to people.
i was surprised at how much people understood.
it was a pleasant surprise.